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Looking for work these days really sucks. I may have a job at GreatClips. Not sure yet...
Mary has been running me around looking for a job and stuff lately. Nothing yet tho. Maybe this GreatClips thing will be my saving grace... It's a shitty job, But I don't care.
In the meantime, I have thought of a few ways to make a quick buck; Selling my Junk, and crafts online. I made about 50 bucks off an old cell phone and a dog bed. Soooo maybe selling my junk won't be such a bad thing... I have to get rid of it all somehow I just don't have the room.
I've spent pretty much every weekend at my grandma's for the last month... I love my gramma. She had to move again and I had the pleasure of spending my weekends with her. I don't mind helping her. My gramma is my best friend. We spent hours cleaning the house she was moving out of on friday. It's all clean and perdy now. I had to take like 500 cigarette breaks, But hey..
I hung out with my friend Nick after the longest time of not seeing him. He is a drag queen extrordinair. He goes by "passion" when he's in drag, But to me he'll always be just Nick. :)
I got to see the twins a couple weekends ago too. I haven't seen them much since they moved out to Roy. When my mom got married, It's like Trent ripped my family away from me and moved them far away. I don't talk to my mom much either... I've talked to her maybe 3 or 4 times in the last two months. It's not because we are fighting or anything... She just has a new life now. It's hurtful, But she's happy.
I wish I could see my immediate family more. My grandma is more like my mom to me than my mom is. I wouldn't trade my grandma for the world. <3
But, Me and my brother are a hell of alot closer than we used to be. Me and my brother seriously wanted to rip eachothers throats out a couple years ago... I think I've pretty much accepted the fact I will never be close to my mom or the kids again. So, what little time I do get to spend with them I cherish.
I saw my step sister Jamie at Smith's the other night. She was walking in as I was leaving and she was crying. She was talking about moving out of her boyfriends house cause she's the only one with a job and a car there. She says they need her there. Sad... I couldn't imagine supporting my boyfriend and his mom on a minimum wage income. I feel bad for her. But, She chose it for herself. I just miss back in the day when I was close with her too. We were joined at the hip for our whole lives up until about 2 years ago. We just went different ways I suppose.
I just need to escape. Hopefully my grandma decides she wants to go to St. George for halloween/her birthday. It would be nice to just get out. My little blue room is closing in on me... I seem to spend all of my time in my room. Perhaps it's because being unemployed and broke has gotten the best of me. I don't feel like doing anything lately. :(
I got to see some of my old clients too. They were in the movie theater when me and my brother took the twins. I heard someone call my name and I turned around and there they were. It was a nice surprise. Danie took my camera to work and got some really good pictures for me. I miss them all so much.
I'll stop ranting, and post some photos.
PHOTO~DUMP
I was extremely wasted and I look like death, But I love this picture.
My Granny all dressed up for pagan pride. :)
The love of my life in all his furry cuteness glory. Aww. Duckie. <3
He's a people watcher.
Jake bein' all cute. I loved taking care of disabled people. Awwww.
Shae. She's such a sweet heart. <3
This^^ is the other reason I need to go to St. George. I miss my aunt and cousins.
Before I cut my hair.
The EX... In my earlier posts, You can read all about my devoted love for him when I was 16.. haha, If only I knew now what I knew then.
(this was taken recently.)
Hmm... We wont get into this one... Cameron...
Summer of 2007 The balloon hats I made for Sivart and Other. haha.
Hmm.. Tired.. Perhaps I'll post more photos another day.
Mary has been running me around looking for a job and stuff lately. Nothing yet tho. Maybe this GreatClips thing will be my saving grace... It's a shitty job, But I don't care.
In the meantime, I have thought of a few ways to make a quick buck; Selling my Junk, and crafts online. I made about 50 bucks off an old cell phone and a dog bed. Soooo maybe selling my junk won't be such a bad thing... I have to get rid of it all somehow I just don't have the room.
I've spent pretty much every weekend at my grandma's for the last month... I love my gramma. She had to move again and I had the pleasure of spending my weekends with her. I don't mind helping her. My gramma is my best friend. We spent hours cleaning the house she was moving out of on friday. It's all clean and perdy now. I had to take like 500 cigarette breaks, But hey..
I hung out with my friend Nick after the longest time of not seeing him. He is a drag queen extrordinair. He goes by "passion" when he's in drag, But to me he'll always be just Nick. :)
I got to see the twins a couple weekends ago too. I haven't seen them much since they moved out to Roy. When my mom got married, It's like Trent ripped my family away from me and moved them far away. I don't talk to my mom much either... I've talked to her maybe 3 or 4 times in the last two months. It's not because we are fighting or anything... She just has a new life now. It's hurtful, But she's happy.
I wish I could see my immediate family more. My grandma is more like my mom to me than my mom is. I wouldn't trade my grandma for the world. <3
But, Me and my brother are a hell of alot closer than we used to be. Me and my brother seriously wanted to rip eachothers throats out a couple years ago... I think I've pretty much accepted the fact I will never be close to my mom or the kids again. So, what little time I do get to spend with them I cherish.
I saw my step sister Jamie at Smith's the other night. She was walking in as I was leaving and she was crying. She was talking about moving out of her boyfriends house cause she's the only one with a job and a car there. She says they need her there. Sad... I couldn't imagine supporting my boyfriend and his mom on a minimum wage income. I feel bad for her. But, She chose it for herself. I just miss back in the day when I was close with her too. We were joined at the hip for our whole lives up until about 2 years ago. We just went different ways I suppose.
I just need to escape. Hopefully my grandma decides she wants to go to St. George for halloween/her birthday. It would be nice to just get out. My little blue room is closing in on me... I seem to spend all of my time in my room. Perhaps it's because being unemployed and broke has gotten the best of me. I don't feel like doing anything lately. :(
I got to see some of my old clients too. They were in the movie theater when me and my brother took the twins. I heard someone call my name and I turned around and there they were. It was a nice surprise. Danie took my camera to work and got some really good pictures for me. I miss them all so much.
I'll stop ranting, and post some photos.
PHOTO~DUMP
I was extremely wasted and I look like death, But I love this picture.
My Granny all dressed up for pagan pride. :)
The love of my life in all his furry cuteness glory. Aww. Duckie. <3
He's a people watcher.
Jake bein' all cute. I loved taking care of disabled people. Awwww.
Shae. She's such a sweet heart. <3
This^^ is the other reason I need to go to St. George. I miss my aunt and cousins.
Before I cut my hair.
The EX... In my earlier posts, You can read all about my devoted love for him when I was 16.. haha, If only I knew now what I knew then.
(this was taken recently.)
Hmm... We wont get into this one... Cameron...
Summer of 2007 The balloon hats I made for Sivart and Other. haha.
Hmm.. Tired.. Perhaps I'll post more photos another day.