Jun 14, 2004 19:07
Horsefan20: wonderful
MagnumMorti: and BLUE ASTROTURF for a rug!
MagnumMorti: My dad is in favour of the black light.
Horsefan20: adele, you aren't being yourself. you are trying too hard to b like adam and gt him. this isn't really you! c'mon...stop! he is never gonna go to your house...no offence
MagnumMorti: no, i've been planning this since I was in 6th grade.
MagnumMorti: I'm totally serious.
MagnumMorti: I've been debating red walls for a while.
MagnumMorti: I'm not trying to be like him, I'm trying to make my room more comfortable for me to be in.
MagnumMorti: sorry.
Horsefan20: right, whatever you say...
MagnumMorti: Anyway, I wasn't serious about the stencil
MagnumMorti: And I saw blue astroturf that one time when I was 11. I was at a museum in DC and there was a room which was also an exhibit. There was blue astroturf on the ground. I liked it. And we just got some money so I can finally redo my room. The end.
Horsefan20: you know how you told alison and i how you really like country? you would never dare to tell adam that...that would be a turn off. you act totally different when you are around him, or on the phone with him, and i don't like it. the way you act around him, is not the adele i know. believe me, you don't have to change yourself to get him.
MagnumMorti: yes I would tell him that. I told him that i was listening to Dolly Parton the other night, and he was TOTALLY COOL ABOUT IT. I'm sorry if I'm being weird, I'll try and stop.
Horsefan20: yeah, try hard
Horsefan20: or you'll lose me
MagnumMorti: ...
Horsefan20: what don't you understand?
MagnumMorti: I understand
MagnumMorti: just thinking
MagnumMorti: and there is no way he could like me for who I am. I don't even know who I am.
Horsefan20: I am saying if you aren't yourself, the person that I grew to like a lot as a friend, then you will totally turn me off
MagnumMorti: I'm not a catagory, and I can't find a single word to define who i am. It's really confusing and I don't like it one bit.
Horsefan20: i know that whenever you talk, or think about death, you are thinking about adam.
Horsefan20: don't say other
MagnumMorti: Someone couldn't go, "yeah I know her she's so_____" about me.
MagnumMorti: ONE COULD ARGUE
Horsefan20: maybe your right, maybe he isn't right for you...but whatever.
MagnumMorti: congrats, Hannah. You're the first one of my actual friends at our school who has ever gotten me to cry.
Horsefan20: what?
MagnumMorti: I don't cry easily, but you have suceeded in making me right now.
MagnumMorti: I'm sorry if I've been different, I'll stop.
Horsefan20: adele. i am trying to tell you that i hat it when you change. it puts me sooooo far out of place. you are my really good friends. I like everything about you. I was willing to help you with adam, but noooooooo, you turned me down.
Horsefan20: you turn me down a lot when it comes to him...
MagnumMorti: I'm going to seriously try not to change anymore.
Horsefan20: who is your better friend, hmmm? adam or I? think abut that one.
MagnumMorti: I'll be myself.
MagnumMorti: you're my better friend.
MagnumMorti: You deserve my good side.
Horsefan20: you risk losing me, because you don't realize how much you mean to me