today SUX
Well ok so today is a bad horrible sucky crappy shitty day....well i am kinda upset about something to day but i dont want to day anything because i really dont want to sound like a hypocrit....but well anywho i am so bored.....i am home alone and it is super boaring....so yea as you can tell my day is boaring...i really miss my boyfriend...but anywho i have decided to make i promise to MYSELF that i am not ever going to drink or smoke anymore...well i might drink like 1 a mont but no more than that...i dunno why i felt anyone but myself should kno that but oh well...yea i really really need a job but i ahve decided not to turn in my apps...i dont kno y but i dont feel like turning them in...i think its because i dont feel like turning all them in and not end up getting a job...but oh wel thats all for now.. later