my recent despair
I want to talk to you. I want to workout it out. But theres nothing to work out. We're finished and I wish it were different. I've lost my best friend. I lost a good friend.
I feel like you wanted me to break up with you. You seemed so accepting of the fact that we were done. You didn't try to convince me otherwise and that told me you were done. So for me there wasn't anything left to save. Cause I don't do anything right, I blame everything on you. I'm just so terrible, why didn't you just leave me a long time ago if I was so terrible. Why do you wait for me to fall in love with you. I don't want to stop loving you. You're off living youre great life and I'm here, still in this moment feeling every terrible pain. And you're off getting over me.
I feel like you wanted me to break up with you. You seemed so accepting of the fact that we were done. You didn't try to convince me otherwise and that told me you were done. So for me there wasn't anything left to save. Cause I don't do anything right, I blame everything on you. I'm just so terrible, why didn't you just leave me a long time ago if I was so terrible. Why do you wait for me to fall in love with you. I don't want to stop loving you. You're off living youre great life and I'm here, still in this moment feeling every terrible pain. And you're off getting over me.