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why does something like this have to bother me so much. i only want to be normal. and it seems like the times i need you the most are the times i cant have you...and i need you now, i'm a self-destructing time bomb...and right now, life doesnt even seem so manageable. all my responsibilites have gone to crap.
today was a really bad day. and i hope tomorrow will be better, my bad day was spent alone, cause thats my life. i didn't have anyone to talk to cause i have no friends, i am my only friend, and at times its so hard to be that. i am my only motivation and its really hard to find that motivation in me.
im really debating going back on my pills...
but we'll see if tomorrows a better day.
today was a really bad day. and i hope tomorrow will be better, my bad day was spent alone, cause thats my life. i didn't have anyone to talk to cause i have no friends, i am my only friend, and at times its so hard to be that. i am my only motivation and its really hard to find that motivation in me.
im really debating going back on my pills...
but we'll see if tomorrows a better day.