I beg for just one more tomorrow.

[afi_black_wings]

I can't say i'm over it.
I'm way passed how i was.
But if they were to come back in my life today.
I'd be okay. 
I miss them terribly .
But i'm okay.

I've been going to school everyday,
Doing my homework,
and 
I have TOC && Trivium && FATA to look forward too.
I've been trying to distract myself, 
but i'm still miserable.
I'm gonna get medicated again,
FTW i'm a pill popper 
and
I'm happiest on the anti-depressants.

I figure thats why things went so bad with him,
I couldn't function correctly so i let the bad out
on the person i cared about the most.
and
I blame the promiscuity on that lack of pills too.

I want to see my therapist so so so bad.