look into sick eyes I HATE PEOPLE!!!!!!!

[afi5000]

yesterday i was feeling better, i surrounded myself with people who i care about and who care about me or at least hope they do i went out to see sheila and that went quite well. i just screamed the whole way there and was feeling better than i was by the time i got there.... got her went to jewel for makee up and i got some hot new nail polish, taco bell, then we went to see mean girls with jack and ben. dropped her off and didn't stay because i really needed to go to sleep early but ended up at dennys with amy, krok, and brian, i felt bad for amy what with brian being so mean... left there closer to 2:30 dropped krok and brian off took some sleeping pills which now my body totally seems to be immune to because i didn't fall asleep for atleast another 3 hours... and that was not induced by the pills, so yeah how i'll sleep now is beyond me. i still feel like i've been feeling i guess now i can atleast control myself and cover it up..... i don't feel better but i don't feel so alone

i still need to talk to jamie... or anyone in the hiz-ouse.

i need a break soooooooo bad....

they are gonna get like 3-5 new key holders at cold stone, and hire some 20 more crew members so we'll have close to 50 people.

fuck em

why the hell is it that just when i get in a deacent mood something happens and i'm right back where i started?!?!?!?! fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

please someone come to cold stone tonight and kill me. i'll give you a dollar. you know you want to.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit

i'm listening to black sails in the sunset, and you can go fuck yourself