bang bang the bullets fly!!! bang bang watch the bullets fly!!!!

[afi5000]

i feel like a mother fucking train wreck. i am so exhasted and tired and sore and have absolutely no energy to do anything. this morning i had plans to go look at this apartment and couldn't find the energy to do that. i just layed on the couch and watched juwanna man. i figured that my feeling this way may stem from a horrid lack of sleep so i took some sleeping pills (which i am against about as much as i'm against sleep) and still feel like this... so i don't know whats up with that. i mean 7 hours of sleep, that is alot for me but i still feel like i need to recharge. this is horrible.

i'm getting a new cd player for my car this week, Click here to see it but i'm only paying 179. sweet ass.

i'll add more maybe.

here i am adding more....

my work schedule for the next week the only nights i have off are tonight, friday, and i think one other day.... like.... i dunno but add more to paul being over worked.

i got a new lighter for free, jen and some guy were telling me about this bar that was giving out free Zippos, she gave me hers.

veronica is buying me a piggy. i am a minion.

i have an itch and i'm far too lazy to scratch it.

you know that part where the dorky skinny kid put on his favorite song or record or whatever, gets in a nice hot bath and slits his wrist with a razor or a broken record??? sounds like a plan right about now.... any one who hasn't seen it go rent it. it is a great movie.... i wanna see it again now i haven't seen it in years.

if i were at home right now i'd be listening to black sail in the sunset and visiting an old friend.