there's a tear in my heart where the blood ran out.
why is it when i think of her the Mary Tyler Moore theme song pops into my head???
last night was seriously not good, i almost said things that i would regret. from the moment i got to cold stone i was ready to kill some motha-fuckaz, and i was seriosly about to call nico and say not to schedule me again i quit. but didn't knowing he wouldn't answer his phone, and voice messages are just so impersonal. there was another thing i almost said but luckly pussied out, i am glad i didn't do this one, but maybe the results would be in my favor but i really didn't give a fuck i was going to do it, and didn't the end. Amy came in and that was the most amazing part of the night.
i just get too angry lately and i really need to start controlling myself in these bouts. you know, breaking and throwing things isn't always good.
I've been listening to shut your mouth and open your eyes alot and it's theropedic qualities seem to be lost.
ahh... live third season..... i'll wait TILL THE FALL COMES
last night jamie accidently poked eric with the dull paring knife and kept saying "i almost killed eric" so i got sick of it and told him that that knife was too dull to cut skin and he didn't believe me so i told him to give me the knife and he was like "no, your gonna stab me or something" so after argueing i got the knife and i was like watch, and proceeded to carve at the palm of my hand, fingers, and arms. "no blood, see??? how would you have killed him with this if i can't even cut myself???". true story. it couldn't even slice the skin at all.
the end.
last night was seriously not good, i almost said things that i would regret. from the moment i got to cold stone i was ready to kill some motha-fuckaz, and i was seriosly about to call nico and say not to schedule me again i quit. but didn't knowing he wouldn't answer his phone, and voice messages are just so impersonal. there was another thing i almost said but luckly pussied out, i am glad i didn't do this one, but maybe the results would be in my favor but i really didn't give a fuck i was going to do it, and didn't the end. Amy came in and that was the most amazing part of the night.
i just get too angry lately and i really need to start controlling myself in these bouts. you know, breaking and throwing things isn't always good.
I've been listening to shut your mouth and open your eyes alot and it's theropedic qualities seem to be lost.
ahh... live third season..... i'll wait TILL THE FALL COMES
last night jamie accidently poked eric with the dull paring knife and kept saying "i almost killed eric" so i got sick of it and told him that that knife was too dull to cut skin and he didn't believe me so i told him to give me the knife and he was like "no, your gonna stab me or something" so after argueing i got the knife and i was like watch, and proceeded to carve at the palm of my hand, fingers, and arms. "no blood, see??? how would you have killed him with this if i can't even cut myself???". true story. it couldn't even slice the skin at all.
the end.