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so last night i realized i am a real ass...n i am very selfish which is probably from getting everything i wanted growing up n still getting what i want now well wiht the parents....n usually with guys
but now i have a guy who wont give me everything i want n everything cant go my way....n i act like the sturborn ass that am n i have always been with other guys i have dated cuz i didnt really truely care about them n if they stoped talkn to me cuz of it i didnt care at all cuz that was me.....n my way of pushing ppl away n not letting myself get close to them n them to me....
so now i have to get out of that mode real fast or else im not gonna have a boyfriend...well actually after last night i dont kno if i still have one :(
besides last night everything has been great went shopping with mindy, julie, n lisa yesterday i luv just hangin with girls sometimes....
ive spent like every night at robs lately.....n last night sleeping in my own bed by myself was so weird n i didnt like it AT ALL i miss waking up to him cuddling me...
im also not working at hollister anymore....n i dont want to be living off my daddys money anymore so i need to go find a job....
well i have to go clean....yes clean haha
<3
but now i have a guy who wont give me everything i want n everything cant go my way....n i act like the sturborn ass that am n i have always been with other guys i have dated cuz i didnt really truely care about them n if they stoped talkn to me cuz of it i didnt care at all cuz that was me.....n my way of pushing ppl away n not letting myself get close to them n them to me....
so now i have to get out of that mode real fast or else im not gonna have a boyfriend...well actually after last night i dont kno if i still have one :(
besides last night everything has been great went shopping with mindy, julie, n lisa yesterday i luv just hangin with girls sometimes....
ive spent like every night at robs lately.....n last night sleeping in my own bed by myself was so weird n i didnt like it AT ALL i miss waking up to him cuddling me...
im also not working at hollister anymore....n i dont want to be living off my daddys money anymore so i need to go find a job....
well i have to go clean....yes clean haha
<3