honestly
asking myself basic questions as to why i do shit makes you take a good look at yourself and your actions. why do i drink all the time? because i feel more comfortable and less timid. lame. i could honestly ask myself a million lame things i do and i would not be happy with my honest answers. i dont think i live my life badly, or not honestly, i just do shit because its easy, not for the right reasons and im sure almost everyone can agree with that. i need to be 100% secure and confident with myself. no second guesses. oh yeah, and as much as i love meat i hate what its done to me. you are what you eat. ive been eating like shit and i feel like shit. i am shit.