My life sucks and you need to die
i hate my father(who dosnt) and he just ruins my life and he always thinks he right... this life is too stupid for me! my best friend ran away with out a word to say, did i do something wrong? I thought we were best friends forever! we always to each other secrets that were never relvieled and i cannot belive that every in my life has went away. No-one to love no-one to see i knew this life is not ment for me! Everyone tells me that their life is worse... what the fuck there not even hurt. Oh WOW u get yelled at for skiping a class, well, my ass is grounded for the next million years if he even suspects if i lie... i hardly even lie, my dad says that "every fucking thing you say is a lie, you only care about yourself, you stole my fucking money, slut, dirtbag, bitch, nigger lover".... it goes on and on and on, and i cannot do anything about it and no-one will help me. none of my friend will come over anymore because he bitches toooooo much, and he clams that i have like 20 boys and i fuck them when i claim i go to school, and he buys a thing of vodka and a thing of mountain dew and swigs it like takes a sip of the vodka outa the bottle and then takes the sip of mountain dew and swallows it...... then he starts to bitch at me.... he breath smells like ass!!!! and then he goes thru me room thinking that i have drugs condoms and notes and the things dont have...mean while he took all of my band shirts and ripped them up( I MISS MY HIM SHIT.......... :( ) and he wears my slipknot shirt and he thinks he is soooo the shit..... and i finally came out to tell you people that i am abuse.... yes he does hit me and i need to get help soon....(FYI) im not sexually abused.... thank god...... if u care say something that might help me cope with this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!