another day, another load of shite
hey!
today was jus complete shite! i was so pissed off at lunch i felt like punching threw a glass window, and then pullin out the broken sharss off glass from my fist as slowly as possible.
theres many reason y i was pissed off its jus my head is so confused at the moment and blocked with rage i cnt reeli think of them.
i knw i told my friend kat one of them......but im not writing on a live journal too personal.
and i guess the amount of coursework tat is ova due is another.
another reason is the fact my friend rooney, jus dnt seem to talk to me nemore. i eman we will be talking and then i'll turn around and turn bk and he will be gone its jus so fuckin rude like he dnt give a shite about me! and afta he reads this he will proably be pissed off but im not to bothered at the moment. i mean i knw hes got a gf but thats not a reason to jus leave ur mates half way threw convo because he sees her i mean it jus RUDE.
this reeli bothers me because we were such great mates, and we still r but its jus not the same. i knw i sound jealous but im not i jus dnt agree with the way he will jus walk of while talking to u, 2 see her its jus fuckin rude and i dnt think u should be rude and disrespectful to friends.
but at the moment every1 jus seems to be pissin me off, and i knw i upset a few people that i didnt want to upset today and i have apologized for my actions. but i certain people in my opinion jus dnt deserve to live at the moment and i think my close friends know who im talking about, not gons name him because of a ban i imposed but i reeli think if sum1 gave me a gun i would shoot him and a lot of people mite not like that but its true.
i probaly seem like a voilent beast now, but im not i would neva harm ne of my friends of ne1 that i care about. i hope they reailise this otherwise there opinion of me could change mighty quick.
neway im done
wat happened? i didnt deserve this
today was jus complete shite! i was so pissed off at lunch i felt like punching threw a glass window, and then pullin out the broken sharss off glass from my fist as slowly as possible.
theres many reason y i was pissed off its jus my head is so confused at the moment and blocked with rage i cnt reeli think of them.
i knw i told my friend kat one of them......but im not writing on a live journal too personal.
and i guess the amount of coursework tat is ova due is another.
another reason is the fact my friend rooney, jus dnt seem to talk to me nemore. i eman we will be talking and then i'll turn around and turn bk and he will be gone its jus so fuckin rude like he dnt give a shite about me! and afta he reads this he will proably be pissed off but im not to bothered at the moment. i mean i knw hes got a gf but thats not a reason to jus leave ur mates half way threw convo because he sees her i mean it jus RUDE.
this reeli bothers me because we were such great mates, and we still r but its jus not the same. i knw i sound jealous but im not i jus dnt agree with the way he will jus walk of while talking to u, 2 see her its jus fuckin rude and i dnt think u should be rude and disrespectful to friends.
but at the moment every1 jus seems to be pissin me off, and i knw i upset a few people that i didnt want to upset today and i have apologized for my actions. but i certain people in my opinion jus dnt deserve to live at the moment and i think my close friends know who im talking about, not gons name him because of a ban i imposed but i reeli think if sum1 gave me a gun i would shoot him and a lot of people mite not like that but its true.
i probaly seem like a voilent beast now, but im not i would neva harm ne of my friends of ne1 that i care about. i hope they reailise this otherwise there opinion of me could change mighty quick.
neway im done
wat happened? i didnt deserve this