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Hey
It only just hit me that alot of change is about to and already is happening in my life, obviously life changes all the time. But in the next few weeks BIG changes will happen, school in particular.
Certain people i care about will start to become unimportant in my life! For the simeple fact i wont be talking to them and seeing them everyday. People can say nothing will change and we will still hang out, but i know and they know as the weeks and the months past we will drift. Untill they are just mearly a person i nod to in the street, not even say hello! Its crazy, its life!
However in "change" comes good and bad. The people/friends that will go will be replaced, actully not replaced! Thats a bad word to use, not one fried is replaceable, they are all unique and special. They've all effected me in some way in good and bads ways, Iraplaceable none the less.
But with people leaveing my life, i will have to go out and meet new people, make new friends and such. At the moment it seems alot of bother, seeing how im very happy with my friends at the moment! Espeacialy Rooney, Jake, Catherine would probaly inculde Gemma in that aswell.
I guess im just a little scared that there is a chance that i wont know any of these people in as little as 10 years! 6 months even. I dont believe that though! I believe i will keep in touch with not all of them, but alot of them. I look foward into the future and try and picutre my life in 10 years time and there are people i definatly see still in it. Some i havent mentioned, in this entry.
I guess though, beeing that risk, as it were. (not knowing certain people in the near future) i should tell people while i still have the chance what i really think and feel about them. See if they fill the same way, and see what happens...cant hurt if there gona be leaveing. Hmm....
Well im going to stop writing now, otherwise i'll start to ramble, ive probaly already started!
Bye
Chris
Today I should of told you
It only just hit me that alot of change is about to and already is happening in my life, obviously life changes all the time. But in the next few weeks BIG changes will happen, school in particular.
Certain people i care about will start to become unimportant in my life! For the simeple fact i wont be talking to them and seeing them everyday. People can say nothing will change and we will still hang out, but i know and they know as the weeks and the months past we will drift. Untill they are just mearly a person i nod to in the street, not even say hello! Its crazy, its life!
However in "change" comes good and bad. The people/friends that will go will be replaced, actully not replaced! Thats a bad word to use, not one fried is replaceable, they are all unique and special. They've all effected me in some way in good and bads ways, Iraplaceable none the less.
But with people leaveing my life, i will have to go out and meet new people, make new friends and such. At the moment it seems alot of bother, seeing how im very happy with my friends at the moment! Espeacialy Rooney, Jake, Catherine would probaly inculde Gemma in that aswell.
I guess im just a little scared that there is a chance that i wont know any of these people in as little as 10 years! 6 months even. I dont believe that though! I believe i will keep in touch with not all of them, but alot of them. I look foward into the future and try and picutre my life in 10 years time and there are people i definatly see still in it. Some i havent mentioned, in this entry.
I guess though, beeing that risk, as it were. (not knowing certain people in the near future) i should tell people while i still have the chance what i really think and feel about them. See if they fill the same way, and see what happens...cant hurt if there gona be leaveing. Hmm....
Well im going to stop writing now, otherwise i'll start to ramble, ive probaly already started!
Bye
Chris
Today I should of told you