Apr 13, 2004 08:58
hello!
i know i havent updated in ages!!!!! but i havent had much to say. but now i do. also my life is in danger if i dnt update, sein how rooney threatened to kill me.
well neway not alot has happened untill today! and yesturday.
lets start with yesturday shall we so its in like chronalogical order (i think thats how u spell it)
neway yesturday my mum told she was goin to the pub and meetin up with her ex 'paul' this angered me sein how he hit her and treated her like shite and treated my whole family like shite. xcpet me for sum reason! neway when she told me, my body just filled with disgust and i jus simply sed 'get out' and pointed to my door. and she sed i hope ur not mad, as if i couldnt be bad! and then she went on her way.
when she told my bro he didnt even answer her jus gave her a phat evil! was funny. neway the hours past and so did my anger and i asked her 'why? did she go for a drink with him' she replied every1 deserves to be forgiven! and my anger soon came bk afta that it was such a stupid comment that my mother had sed i mean for fuck sake not every1 deserves to be forgiven.
if sum1 made ur life hell, and forced ur children to wake up in the nite to the sound of your tears. they do not deserve to be forgiven!
sumthing tells me, that shes thinkin bout gettin bk with him. me and my bro both know it, and he as already sed he's off to my dad if that happens, i was thinkin the same. but then i thought to myself 'NO, i cnt leave my mum on my own. i promised i would protect her if nething eva happened too her like that again and i will.' plus all my friends r dwn here and with out them i would be nothin.
thanks u guys!
neway, enough about that and on today....
today was fairly A.O.K.. my mum baught me a chin-up-bar. and i did sum art so im happy!!!
i also read jakes journal and i to think me and my best friend should do sumthing big i dnt knw wat yet but i do have a few ideas, i will tell ya them because i have nothin else to do......
possible ideas.....
1.go on my dads boat for our desired time. jus me, rooney, beer and the open water. not forgetten my captains hat.
2. fly to america to see our friend nick, sein how he would of left by then
3. hike sum where
neway thats it.....thers gona be a piss up on thursday should be fun. im off l8s...