how things change..
life throws things at you from time to time, and how you handle these unexpected situations is all upon yourself, not fate. tonight i went to the movies and saw Pride and Prejudice [with the ritchey sisters] and throughout the duration of the film i could not get this one person off my mind. the film is witty, yet, intelligently written. i enjoy seeing movies that force the audience to think, rather than sit there and except the actors to act everything out. movies that make you think allow for you to take what is given and make you look into your own life. going back to my first sentence, fate is something i firmly believe in. i also believe that it only takes a person so far. life is never handed to any of us, though it may seem so at times. relationships specifically..because you expose yourself to that other person to the point that when you are apart it makes you vulnerable. this random epiphany i seem to have stumbled upon only happens when i think for a long period of time. i evaluate my life in response to this and i am alone. this is not an out cry for pitty. do not pitty me. i am happy. i have wonderful friends, a great job, solid family, i am greatful, but alone. i do have interest in a person, however..but in regards to reltionships i think it is better i keep my mouth shut because nothing progresses when i blab to the world. i suppose i will keep my intentions until something urges me to do otherwise, but this person could mean something more than the friendship we have had. *sigh*i guess ill end this. this was probably the most random entry i have had yet, but one with meaning at least.