hurting

[afaultyfuckup]

ive just been sitting here, listening to The Cure songs i listened to in the happier times. these memories hurt so much, these pictures hurt so much, living with no purpose hurts so much. this all really hurts and it isnt going to go away. theres nothing now. i barely got a chance. why does this always happen to me? regardless of whos fault it is, it will always happen to me. ive never cried this much before. theres not going to be anything to look forward to now

later..........doesnt always come. its over, and youre gone