sorry
i didn't go to school today. i didn't feel like seeing anyone. sorry. i needed some time to think but instead i've squandered my time away by being numb. i've slept and watched movies, which all got boring quickly, so i slept somemore. i'm sorry Amanda. i dunno whether to hope you missed me or to hope you didn't. i just . . . i'm sorry for everything. god i wish i didn't suck so much. i've got to continue watching skate movies now as to keep this state of numbness. i hope no one reads this piss. also, i reserve the right to call ville valo a poser.