I am Bummin
Ugggh... yesterday was ok, I went through a hyper spell until my lesson. KC was a total GRRR Bucked sooo many times! I was really really frustrated. Then I dont think I said a word for about 3 hours. Called Josh. I was really bummin... So I went to bed... Woke up... in a totally emo mood. All day today was pretty awful. I almost cried in ISS and I had to do everything I could to not cry in 6th hour... uggh it was awful. =( Got home and played guitar like MAD. I just played louder and louder, faster and faster, until I thought my arm couldnt hold out anymore... then i kept going anyway. I was just sooo frustrated. Just one of those days where you are soo ugghed that you just want to drive really really fast get a surge. Go through and anger strike until you cry. I went to go to work. And I didnt even have to work... One day where I was excited to work, and I didnt have too. So I played guitar for an hour at the barn. THen I went and got KC and rode. He tried to buck about 10 times today... errgh, Im soo frustrated, I dont know what to do to stop It! I get so upset... he just wants to buck all the time, I can handle it, but I hate it so much.. and i dont know what to do =(. now Im at home... Idk what to do, Im in a weird mood.... grr..
~*Nancy*~
~*Nancy*~