Realization

Feb 16, 2005 18:37

Life is full of Realizing.
*Realizing what is wrong, Realizing what is right.
Realizing what is love, and realizing what is hurt.
Realizing what is love, isnt always right.
And realizing what hurts, isnt always wrong.*

I dont know where that came from but it just sorta came
I did realize although that I never ever ever want to do a show on a big humungous stage with lots of light and soo many people that they are spread all over the place! NEVER. I wanna keep it like regular stage, and playing for kids in the mosh going "Fuck it all." Being able to just play your heart out every flip dang show! I never want to be on a huge stage. I never want to be like that. I never had a strong thought on that before, but now I do, I will never play a grossly oversized show. I dont want to play in big cities, I dont want to be like those lame ass people. I want to stay in the scene reserved for all the droogs. I want to play for everyone who knows what real punk is. Thats that.

Another realization I had... (well reoccuring)... Rancid is a bunch of posers. Seriously. If they ever tried to deny it... It wouldnt be worth their air! I mean common they have one of the anusus from GOOD FlIPPIN CHARLOTTE in their music videos... common... posers.
I really dont like posers. who does?

I think someone talked to johnny today... his away message seemed.... angry... i hope hes not super duper hurt... but the band line up... had to happen. I mean we had to down john's ego a little... a lot. Plus I mean (I HOPE NOT) but if after the summer my parents go Nazi and are like you cant stay in... atleast Josh will be on guitar... ugggh I hope I can stay in... I bawl... no I'll burn down the house. Crying is.... well not for me! Then Once Im 18 I can cut back into the band... I hope.. if Im still wanted in... or if they havent already broke big in the underground scene... cuz if they break big while Im gone, if i am ever forced to leave, they prolly wont take me back. But I'll still be in the scene.

Dead out, HardCore, One of a kind, true ass punk. Don't fuck with me!
~NANCY~
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