Opportunity is knocking
Oppertunity has struck my door for my chance to run away. Tomorrow could be my day.
In saying that I had gone to Cassie's for a little while. SHE GOT THE STICKERS AHHH!!!! THEY'RE REALLY COOOL!!!!! Then she printed some pictures and we went out on the trampoline. That was loads of fun! the snow looked like flour! tee hee. I went down stairs and pumped out phat beats on Cassie's drum set. Cassie you can have it fat and short or long and skinny! hahahah! Then cassie lit a wall on fire. IT WAS SOOO COOOL!!!!! but the smoke alarm went off. hahaha. silly. My mom showed up... =/. Then I got home and my dad went off the flip dang wall!!! NO JOKE!!! Just because of some tire tracks that were off the driveway. And when I say off the wall OMFG!! I mean like PSYCHOTIC!!!!!! Swearing, yelling, hitting and throwing anything he could get his hands on. So I stayed back on my room and laughed for a little while. Then I bravely ventured out into the living room...... bad idea? My dad started yelling at me for NO reason, and I said Holy Jesus! then he was like You dont even fucking care about anything. You are self centered. You're not seeing any friends for a week no ones coming over you're not talking to anyone, no one is ever picking you up ever again! then I said I was gonna go back in my room. and he said. DO THAT and dont come out of your damn room for a week for all I care, I dont want to see your worthless face! YOU ARE WORTHLESS and he went on a whole raid of things to tell me... I tried to tell him to calm down... It didnt work. So I went and locked myself in my room. I tried not to take his words to heart, since he was merely still psychotic about the driveway... but it still really hurt. So I seek this as my oppurtunity to run away. If he starts yelling at me tomorrow I'll tell him Im running away and with the mood he's been in he'll tell me to run away. So It'll be easy... I dont know Where I will go But I wont be sticking around. Hmmm I am worhtlesss....... worthless?.... worthless.............
Golly......... just when I thought things were going well......
~nancy~
In saying that I had gone to Cassie's for a little while. SHE GOT THE STICKERS AHHH!!!! THEY'RE REALLY COOOL!!!!! Then she printed some pictures and we went out on the trampoline. That was loads of fun! the snow looked like flour! tee hee. I went down stairs and pumped out phat beats on Cassie's drum set. Cassie you can have it fat and short or long and skinny! hahahah! Then cassie lit a wall on fire. IT WAS SOOO COOOL!!!!! but the smoke alarm went off. hahaha. silly. My mom showed up... =/. Then I got home and my dad went off the flip dang wall!!! NO JOKE!!! Just because of some tire tracks that were off the driveway. And when I say off the wall OMFG!! I mean like PSYCHOTIC!!!!!! Swearing, yelling, hitting and throwing anything he could get his hands on. So I stayed back on my room and laughed for a little while. Then I bravely ventured out into the living room...... bad idea? My dad started yelling at me for NO reason, and I said Holy Jesus! then he was like You dont even fucking care about anything. You are self centered. You're not seeing any friends for a week no ones coming over you're not talking to anyone, no one is ever picking you up ever again! then I said I was gonna go back in my room. and he said. DO THAT and dont come out of your damn room for a week for all I care, I dont want to see your worthless face! YOU ARE WORTHLESS and he went on a whole raid of things to tell me... I tried to tell him to calm down... It didnt work. So I went and locked myself in my room. I tried not to take his words to heart, since he was merely still psychotic about the driveway... but it still really hurt. So I seek this as my oppurtunity to run away. If he starts yelling at me tomorrow I'll tell him Im running away and with the mood he's been in he'll tell me to run away. So It'll be easy... I dont know Where I will go But I wont be sticking around. Hmmm I am worhtlesss....... worthless?.... worthless.............
Golly......... just when I thought things were going well......
~nancy~