Dec 28, 2005 23:19
i'm hurting, i'm hurting, I'M HURTING!! make it stop, please God, make it stop!!!
i want you to be mine, always.
i want to sit next to you in the car and sing really loud to really bad songs by good charlotte. i want to walk through downtown and talk about things we love to hate. i want to sit on the beach in the wee hours of the morning and watch drunk naked people run into the water. i want to have that same huge hug like i just picked you up from the airport everyday. i want to reach back to see how easily your hand finds mine. i want to ride the awful rides that you love that make me nausiated. i want to count down the days 'til we're together again. i want you to want these things in return...
oh how quickly you've abandoned the scene, all due to my emotional trials. i'm sorry i have a hard time at christmas. i'm sorry i haven't learned how to cope yet. i'm sorry i've been distant. i'm sorry i said those things last night. i'm sorry this isn't acceptable to me...