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Music: Interpol
I
So. I'm sick, overdosing on aspirin, listening to how people love me, listening to how people hate me, people criticize me, people praise me, people ignore me. So, that's what I've learned today. The Pope is dead/dying, Mitch Hedberg died, both very sad news. My dad brought me Jersey Mikes for lunch, and I was really happy about that. I've been taking far too much aspirin for my condition and body size. And drinking capri sun. And I wrote something too. You should read what I write, if only for a superficial glance, there is a link to my myspace in this very journal, something about a cottage industry. I should avoid handshakes, truly. Looking people in the eye is more personal and meaningful anyways. People, are very interesting. Very. So. I saw Citizen Kane today, I found it to be a very powerful story and the film itself is technically flawless. I talked to Amark about it briefly. I'm pretty good at listening to peoples problems and complaints, maybe I should be a therapist. I'm also good at getting yelled at, maybe I should be alot of things. I'm going to read Erin's story for ellipsis later, but I tell you good public it looks fairly impressive. I think for my psychology project I'm going to aim to meet lots of new people, so I'll start a list and she'll be on the top of it. I want to know what people think of me, and really I don't care if eight of ten people say I'm an asshole or arrogant, honesty is the only thing I will accept.
II
What is more important to art, the production or the product? I've been mulling on this for some time. I think the production itself is a testament to the producers creativity and innovation, which is critical to their art and craft. The product though is very important to the longevity and public image of the producer. In my vanity I hope peopl think this about my writing.
III
I've been thinking alot about how everything in this world is precious. I don't mean to be sentimental, only factual. Like I really can't think of anything that doesn't contribute to reality that is unessential. On a similar note, I'm an unreasonably optimistic person.
------------- you are a smile. ------------
I
So. I'm sick, overdosing on aspirin, listening to how people love me, listening to how people hate me, people criticize me, people praise me, people ignore me. So, that's what I've learned today. The Pope is dead/dying, Mitch Hedberg died, both very sad news. My dad brought me Jersey Mikes for lunch, and I was really happy about that. I've been taking far too much aspirin for my condition and body size. And drinking capri sun. And I wrote something too. You should read what I write, if only for a superficial glance, there is a link to my myspace in this very journal, something about a cottage industry. I should avoid handshakes, truly. Looking people in the eye is more personal and meaningful anyways. People, are very interesting. Very. So. I saw Citizen Kane today, I found it to be a very powerful story and the film itself is technically flawless. I talked to Amark about it briefly. I'm pretty good at listening to peoples problems and complaints, maybe I should be a therapist. I'm also good at getting yelled at, maybe I should be alot of things. I'm going to read Erin's story for ellipsis later, but I tell you good public it looks fairly impressive. I think for my psychology project I'm going to aim to meet lots of new people, so I'll start a list and she'll be on the top of it. I want to know what people think of me, and really I don't care if eight of ten people say I'm an asshole or arrogant, honesty is the only thing I will accept.
II
What is more important to art, the production or the product? I've been mulling on this for some time. I think the production itself is a testament to the producers creativity and innovation, which is critical to their art and craft. The product though is very important to the longevity and public image of the producer. In my vanity I hope peopl think this about my writing.
III
I've been thinking alot about how everything in this world is precious. I don't mean to be sentimental, only factual. Like I really can't think of anything that doesn't contribute to reality that is unessential. On a similar note, I'm an unreasonably optimistic person.
------------- you are a smile. ------------