a room of one's own
Mood:happy
Music: "an actor's revenge" by destroyer
I
Today was alright. At lunch I felt extremely disoriented, I really want to see Gabe and Andy Deng in some kind of dancing contest of only four directions, but I'd have to support Andy since he's asian and proficient with his technology. I made this cd for Lyssa that has alot of good indie/folk/black power tunes, I'm happy with it. In class today I talked to Paul about curbing Josh's smoking habits, which really have gotten out of hand. Poor Paul has to buy the boy the smokes, oh dear. History class always reminds me that I'm an alright person, because everyone in their is so happy to see me. Me and Amy plan to pitch some darker episodes of the Magic School Bus, like if the kids went to Abu Gharib and were sexually abused and humiliated by Ms Frizzle. The weather is nicer today, and the other Chris is growing his beard out again too, so awesome. Nothing makes the schoolbus mightier than two beareded Chris'. Our band won't be able to practice for awhile since this weekend I'm going to Wilmington, and next weekend I've gotta prepare for the SAT, which I'm really worried about actually.
II
Do you ever have these days where it's like your much much older, but have come back in time to reflect on your adolescence? I feel like that now. Like some old man whose been given time to change his ways or something. I think I'm the kind of person though that even if I did know I could avoid some horrible future I wouldn't, I don't know why. I just feel really uninvolved in my life now. But if life does pass me by, I'll be fine.
--------Now he’s rising and not denying. His hands are shaking, but he’s not crying. And he’s saying “How did I climb out of a life so boring into that moment? Please stop ignoring the heart inside, oh you readers at home!"
Music: "an actor's revenge" by destroyer
I
Today was alright. At lunch I felt extremely disoriented, I really want to see Gabe and Andy Deng in some kind of dancing contest of only four directions, but I'd have to support Andy since he's asian and proficient with his technology. I made this cd for Lyssa that has alot of good indie/folk/black power tunes, I'm happy with it. In class today I talked to Paul about curbing Josh's smoking habits, which really have gotten out of hand. Poor Paul has to buy the boy the smokes, oh dear. History class always reminds me that I'm an alright person, because everyone in their is so happy to see me. Me and Amy plan to pitch some darker episodes of the Magic School Bus, like if the kids went to Abu Gharib and were sexually abused and humiliated by Ms Frizzle. The weather is nicer today, and the other Chris is growing his beard out again too, so awesome. Nothing makes the schoolbus mightier than two beareded Chris'. Our band won't be able to practice for awhile since this weekend I'm going to Wilmington, and next weekend I've gotta prepare for the SAT, which I'm really worried about actually.
II
Do you ever have these days where it's like your much much older, but have come back in time to reflect on your adolescence? I feel like that now. Like some old man whose been given time to change his ways or something. I think I'm the kind of person though that even if I did know I could avoid some horrible future I wouldn't, I don't know why. I just feel really uninvolved in my life now. But if life does pass me by, I'll be fine.
--------Now he’s rising and not denying. His hands are shaking, but he’s not crying. And he’s saying “How did I climb out of a life so boring into that moment? Please stop ignoring the heart inside, oh you readers at home!"