Feb 15, 2005 21:38
Mood: reflective
Music: "The Fall & Rise of Cameron H" by I Am The Resurrection
I
I decided alot of things today. So.
American culture has buried itself six feet deep, and we've glorified the corporate culture that has been chosen for us.
People are really superficial because our culture relies on semantics and empty words to express meanings which aren't true at all, sincerity has been sacrificed for convenience.
Selfishness has been imprinted on people, and altruism has become either a chore, or the way of true culture (immensley underground).
Social darwinism is realized when corporate agendas materialize in culture. Television will tell you that black people are irresponsible, mexicans are shiftless, muslims are dangerous, and that white people are kind and honest. It's clearly predator/prey, and people are comfortable with that.
Our language has been simplified and subsequently our comprehension has been diminished, which leads to ignorance, which leads to intolerance.
Integrity has been prioritized below success.
II
I've detached and alienated myself far too much empathically. I can't identify or relate to anyone. I was really considering existentialism today, and how it's so true. And it isn't even sad. My brain wants to tell me it's sad, but I know it isn't beneath all of that conditioned feeling and assembled psychology. I really should look into taking medication.
----- My heart will only accept red blood cells, so Jesus don't stand a chance. ---------