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Oct 02, 2006 02:16

So heres an update

OK so me and pearl are doing great. Even though her friends are haveing a hard time with me and her always being with each other. I'm sorry that I have take her away from them but at the same time i'm not because she makes me happy and i make her happy, Isn't that what really counts? Yes i know i don't have a job right now, or a car.. but i wasn't handed things like alot of people were. I'm kinda feeling right now like i should be trying to make them happy, but thats not how it should be. I should be trying to make her as happy as possible. And money isn't everything, honestly money is nothing, money shouldn't be the decideding factor in any relationship, money just rips people apart. I know i love her and there is not a dought in my mind about that. I want to marry her and spend the rest of my days wakeing up next to her and look into her beautiful eyes, I want to spend long nights talking about life and what it means to use. I just want to be with her, And no one or thing will stand in my way of doing that. I'm giving her my best, I'm giveing her EVERYTHING i have. I don't want to piss anyone off but things change and you can't live in highschool your hole life. People grow up, meet people, have familys and you can't always worry about other people. You have to live your own lives and try to make the best for you, you can't make other people decisions for them or tell them what to do because thats just ganna push them away from you, you have to let people make there own mistakes wether they learn from it or not, and you just have to try and be happy with the way things are because i beleive that everything happens for a reason. I mean I can look back and think about how everything has lead me to this point in life and i am so glad it did because if one little detail was changed i would have never meet the one that i love and care about so much. Pearl you are everything to me, you are my earth, sun,moon and sky, you are the other half of my soul, the other half of my heart. I couldn't, wouldn't want to live without you. And i will not let the way other people feel about us change that ever. If they don't like it, thats fine because its not about them, Its about you and me. And I am perfectly happy being in your arms for the rest of my life.

Falling always with you..
I love you.
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