Calling it quits

[afallentool]

she ingores all of my texts and messages, she wont talk to, i dotn think she will hear me, so theres nothign i can do. ive tried to do everything that i can to get her back but nothing has worked not that ive tought it would but you have to try for the things you care about. my luck has run out and my 15mins. of fame is up so now ill just fuck my

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[tinkerbellphish]

agreed. with anonymous.
it all happens for a reason...
empty words right?
but think of the other great things out there that are seemingly empty, but are so full
or things that went undiscovered for so long but ended up being great once you found them!

easy for me to say right? what do i know about rejection...

oh right. plenty.

trust me. itll happen how its meant to happen.
so it goes.

[tinkerbellphish]

Yeah, sometimes it's hard to see the good in things, but eventually, everything comes around full circle, in this life or the next. You just have to realize that God is in control of everything and that you're in control of nothing. Once you realize this, the next step is realizing that God works through you. It truly is a wonderful world, despite all the bullshit we make out of it.

[afallentool]

but im hurting now, if i cant control any of this how does that make me feel any better? i understand what you are saying, but its a difficult task to get over something like this. and im trying the best that i can. all i wanted was jus tto have a nice complete relationship with someone and i cant get that. it frustraiting. i see all of my friends have the nice long meaningful realationships and the someting goes wrong then its over. why cant i have that? i mean of course i wouldnt want the relatioship to go bad but if it does and kinda loses all of its steam that i would know that i did all that i could have done and move on. i just want to be loved by someone. to hold and comfort them and to know that there are there for me and just as soon as i get close to that it gets takin away from me. i just dont like it.

[tinkerbellphish]

your young.

[tinkerbellphish]

I've experienced my fair share of pain, and it's true, it sucks, but you have to realize that pain is a learning experience. It is through pain that weaknesses in your character and drive are purged. Sort of like the holy, refining fires of purgatory. Maybe that's a bad analogy; purgatory is for those who deserve punishment

[tinkerbellphish]

Also, I forgot to mention control. You don't lack control over your actions or your soul, you lack control over the external constants of the universe of which pain, suffering, love, and happiness are a part. Don't worry about feeling them, either; so many people are concerned only with avoiding pain, but without knowing pain, how can you possibly know happiness?

[afallentool]

thank you for everything, your words have been helpful and inspirational. can i ask you who you are?

[tinkerbellphish]

Just a soldier and a friend; I go where I'm needed. :)

[afallentool]

well thank u, i hope to hear from u in the future