Feb 20, 2006 23:25
[23:14] xmarxcorex: damn
[23:14] my bed 0f raz0rs: yea man I'm floored
[23:16] my bed 0f raz0rs: is the secret for getting a guy to treat you right lying, cheating, stealing and using them??
[23:17] xmarxcorex: man...i dont even know anymore
[23:17] xmarxcorex: i give up on everything
[23:17] my bed 0f raz0rs: ditto
[23:17] xmarxcorex: the world seriously is not fair, its the opposite of not fair
[23:17] xmarxcorex: not fair, but like
[23:17] xmarxcorex: it's cruel, seriously... the worse people get the best thigns in life
[23:17] xmarxcorex: it seems like being honest and kind doesn't work worth shit for anything
[23:17] xmarxcorex: and you end up with a broken heart
[23:18] xmarxcorex: and nothing goes your way
[23:18] my bed 0f raz0rs: yea and the harder you try the worse the outcome is
[23:19] xmarxcorex: :-(
[23:19] xmarxcorex: well at least we like have one good friend lol eachother
EDIT
[23:20] my bed 0f raz0rs: I konw how can she not feel bad?
[23:20] my bed 0f raz0rs: that's SO selfish
[23:20] xmarxcorex: then alex deserves it. we told him who she really was and he doesn't care?...
[23:20] xmarxcorex: i know
[23:20] xmarxcorex: i seriously am going to pray to god that she gets hers
[23:21] my bed 0f raz0rs: yea Iknow, but I'm betting she won't.
[23:21] my bed 0f raz0rs: the selfish, careless, mean and just bad people always come out on top
[23:22] xmarxcorex: :-(
[23:22] xmarxcorex: and i'll never be that way either
[23:22] xmarxcorex: seriously
[23:22] xmarxcorex: i have too much feelings lol
[23:23] my bed 0f raz0rs: me too lol. I'd feel so guilty if I did anything to someone I "loved"
[23:23] xmarxcorex: i guess, the only person you can ever depend on is yourself...and if you can't find anyone else to share your life with and be happy with, then there's another way you have to look for to be happy
EDIT
[23:24] my bed 0f raz0rs: yes I know... other people always let you down.
[23:24] my bed 0f raz0rs: the more you care for someone the more you get let down
[23:25] my bed 0f raz0rs: I'm putting that in my journal lol
[23:25] my bed 0f raz0rs: but edited for content of course