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I wake up and want to slit my wrists. I turn my head and I am happy.
I went to a party tonight. It was full of people I didn't know and people I hadn't seen in well over a year. And it was fun. If you asked me a year ago if I would have been there, the answer would have been no. And if I had been there I wouldn't have liked it. But there I was. And I was enjoying myself.
I saw Justin and Ross and Carly and Rachel and Dan Schwartz and Chris Owens and Ali. I met some guy named Greg who went to my high school but I didn't know him. And I met a guy who will be living in Thurston next year and asked how it was. I learned I did indeed see Chris Owens one day in Thurston, sitting in a dorm room on the second floor, because he saw me, but neither of us were sure at the time so we didn't say anything.
New friends are great. Old ones are too. Even if it's only a friendship for one night. Good friends are even better, as I spent the night hanging out with Marissa.
And I'm glad I went out tonight. I'm glad I go out at all. I'll be going out again on Saturday.
On the other hand, I had two other options of things to do today. But neither person called like they said they would. Sometimes I wonder who I can count on.
School doesn't start soon enoguh. School starts too soon. We'll see how these next few weeks go.
You steady the world for me. I love you.
I went to a party tonight. It was full of people I didn't know and people I hadn't seen in well over a year. And it was fun. If you asked me a year ago if I would have been there, the answer would have been no. And if I had been there I wouldn't have liked it. But there I was. And I was enjoying myself.
I saw Justin and Ross and Carly and Rachel and Dan Schwartz and Chris Owens and Ali. I met some guy named Greg who went to my high school but I didn't know him. And I met a guy who will be living in Thurston next year and asked how it was. I learned I did indeed see Chris Owens one day in Thurston, sitting in a dorm room on the second floor, because he saw me, but neither of us were sure at the time so we didn't say anything.
New friends are great. Old ones are too. Even if it's only a friendship for one night. Good friends are even better, as I spent the night hanging out with Marissa.
And I'm glad I went out tonight. I'm glad I go out at all. I'll be going out again on Saturday.
On the other hand, I had two other options of things to do today. But neither person called like they said they would. Sometimes I wonder who I can count on.
School doesn't start soon enoguh. School starts too soon. We'll see how these next few weeks go.
You steady the world for me. I love you.