all the lies...
so i guess my new years didnt end up being as bad as i thought it would. i actually had a good time. it went by so quick and thats all that matters. its funny....people think that new years is this life altering moment... and that your life is going to be different and blah blah blah....i mean not everyone thinks that way but most do.... now a days to me its just a number change at the end of a 4 digit number...well unlesss a miracle proves me wrong ;) but that wont happen.
-so last nite we headed off to glendale....got a call from josh, talked to him for awhile, then talked to alex and matt...got to the house....i set the table and helped make some stuff here and there....then my sisters b/f's cousins came and what not. i didnt know they were going to be there. but it was nice to have more people there...we had our own little table.it was cute. i was freezing my balls off. i was labeled as "the kid"...we then played video games. then josh called me and i went to the bathroom to talk to him...cause there was no where else to go...=D
after that i started to talk to one of the cousins...cause i was bored...he was really funny. dustins dad was trying to hook me up with him. it was hilarious....what drunk people try to do these days....damn those armenians! we took some pictures....after awhile it was finally new years....woo. anyways....then time was flying and josh called me back...and they started singing to me =) i felt so special. i really wanted to see them!!!!!!!!!!! its okay...i will soon. then i hung up with them and began to fall asleep on the couch....but suddenly i was being poked by "the cousin". so that woke me up. 20 mintues later we left....it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cold. got home. tried to stay awake....slept around 3:45 ish....i knocked out i was so tired.
and that is how my new years was spent.
for awhile i got upset over something.....actually i got really sad. it just made me angry all over again to think of the way things are now....oh well. what can i do about it?
- oh and if anyone got a weird text of just my name...sorry about that. i was trying to send a multiple text and well yah that didnt work..and it sent everyone something retarded.
last year was different....it was magical...
-so last nite we headed off to glendale....got a call from josh, talked to him for awhile, then talked to alex and matt...got to the house....i set the table and helped make some stuff here and there....then my sisters b/f's cousins came and what not. i didnt know they were going to be there. but it was nice to have more people there...we had our own little table.it was cute. i was freezing my balls off. i was labeled as "the kid"...we then played video games. then josh called me and i went to the bathroom to talk to him...cause there was no where else to go...=D
after that i started to talk to one of the cousins...cause i was bored...he was really funny. dustins dad was trying to hook me up with him. it was hilarious....what drunk people try to do these days....damn those armenians! we took some pictures....after awhile it was finally new years....woo. anyways....then time was flying and josh called me back...and they started singing to me =) i felt so special. i really wanted to see them!!!!!!!!!!! its okay...i will soon. then i hung up with them and began to fall asleep on the couch....but suddenly i was being poked by "the cousin". so that woke me up. 20 mintues later we left....it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cold. got home. tried to stay awake....slept around 3:45 ish....i knocked out i was so tired.
and that is how my new years was spent.
for awhile i got upset over something.....actually i got really sad. it just made me angry all over again to think of the way things are now....oh well. what can i do about it?
- oh and if anyone got a weird text of just my name...sorry about that. i was trying to send a multiple text and well yah that didnt work..and it sent everyone something retarded.
last year was different....it was magical...