oh my...

Nov 12, 2003 20:17

...i just got asked to winter formal....
I'm very flattered
i didnt say yes...and i didnt say no....
i said I'd think about it...." thank you for asking me" =/ im so lame.
i dont know if i want to go...but all my friends will be there...and if i go i need to know soon...so i can get a dress and buy tickets and crap....
.....i just dont want to go with him?....
but i hate saying no...and rejecting others. I just dont like it. this person doesnt even really talk to me...but im tired of thinking of others and how they feel. For once, just this once I'm going to care about what I FEEL!
why must i be so darn picky?.....i mean i dont want to go with someone if im not going to have fun because that will be a waste of time. I'm not going to go with someone just because other people want me too. They'll get over it someday. Bah, im weird. I wanted to go with Greg again this year.I thought it would be fun. I had so much fun with him freshmen year. We talked half of the night, walking around the park and he ACTUALLY listened to me and attempted to help me with whatever was going on at the time and we sat on the rides over and over again, altho he was scared shitless =D. He bought me the most beautiful corsage i had ever seen. He treated me oh so very kind. We didnt dance. And we just had an overall blast. But one of my friends wants to go with him and im pushing her to ask him, because she deserves to have a great time! And I know she will with Greg!!!! =) Ill steal him senior year ;).
Anyways back to the point....so yah...if worst comes to worst, i guess I'm going to ask someone. It never works when someone asks me. Im weird like that. I rather do the asking AT TIMES. =P
So...if I REALLY WANT TO GO...by the end of this month....then we shall see what will happen...i dont want to think to much about it.
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