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so it seems like i start all my posts like this... its been a while. well things have been good and things have been... well not so good. whats good? well the fact that i have a girlfriend(yes i said girlfriend)that i adore, i have 3 months and 30 days until i graduate, ive got some great friends, one friend who is more like a brother to me and a savior who gave up his life for me.yet while i have all these good things in my life the not so good things can overwhelm me sometimes. whats not so good? i have 3 months and 30 days until i graduate and i dont know what, where, or how im goin to do college; i have a savior that loves me, who i love yet sometimes i feel like i dont have the relationship with him that i should.i have a church that...is in trouble. im just slap burnt out on everything, church, school, work, the way im living my life. Kelsoe has had a few posts that have spoken to me, i think in one he even said that he wasnt sure who he was post it for but he knew someone needed to hear it, that'd be me CK, thanks. i've been keeping it inside and keeping it inside and finally yesterday morning, i blew up... and of all people i blew up on my mom. it was not good, she said something that just made me mad, that was the straw that broke the camels back. i didnt yell at her but i argued with her and then i wound up yelling about everything, church, school, some friends that i was mad at, work. and i kinda, might've,did curse a little... alot, dropped the F-bomb once...three times. said some stuff that i regretted later, nothing about anyone just stuff that i shouldnt have said. i apologized later that day. i was just overwhelmed about everything, and i couldnt take it anymore. Coach Coleman spoke sunday and he said something about being a burnt out christian and that summed me up, i was trying to much to look like a good christian and didnt have enough time to simply sit at the feet of God and have a relationship, because without that relationship there can be nothing, all the things that i was doing simply didnt mean a thing. the one thing, well there are two things that have kept me sane. one is music, when i play praise songs i feel in touch with God. the other thing isnt really a thing, but a person, alison has listened to me this whole time and never told me to quit complaining shes just listened and thats what i needed, thanks babe you mean so much to me. pray for me, i need to get some stuff straight. lifes crazy and i need a little... alot of help.
see you when i see you,
---Ryan
you thought i wasnt goin to post one didnt you?
Chuck Norris is so bad, he takes a baseball bat into the bathroom with him incase he craps out a wildcat and has to beat it to death.
According to Einstein's theory of relativity, Chuck Norris can actually roundhouse kick you yesterday
Chuck Norris has no mother. He made himself out of a piece of string, some leaves, and some pointy sticks
Chuck Norris was playing Tekken 5 one day and finally met his match. His 12-year old son beat him with Eddy Gordo by randomly pressing buttons. Chuck Norris then roundhouse kicked his son in the throat killing him instantly. That night Chuck Norris ate well... He ate well indeed...
Chuck Norris found weapons of mass destruction in Iraq by looking in a mirror.
Gravity is scared to exert its force near Chuck Norris. Chuck counteracts gravities cowardice by wearing cement filled cowboy boots. Some credit his amazing roundhouse power to this but when asked Chuck said, "I really just don't like floating around."
see you when i see you,
---Ryan
you thought i wasnt goin to post one didnt you?
Chuck Norris is so bad, he takes a baseball bat into the bathroom with him incase he craps out a wildcat and has to beat it to death.
According to Einstein's theory of relativity, Chuck Norris can actually roundhouse kick you yesterday
Chuck Norris has no mother. He made himself out of a piece of string, some leaves, and some pointy sticks
Chuck Norris was playing Tekken 5 one day and finally met his match. His 12-year old son beat him with Eddy Gordo by randomly pressing buttons. Chuck Norris then roundhouse kicked his son in the throat killing him instantly. That night Chuck Norris ate well... He ate well indeed...
Chuck Norris found weapons of mass destruction in Iraq by looking in a mirror.
Gravity is scared to exert its force near Chuck Norris. Chuck counteracts gravities cowardice by wearing cement filled cowboy boots. Some credit his amazing roundhouse power to this but when asked Chuck said, "I really just don't like floating around."