Stuff Since November...
So I haven't updated since November. That's a long time. Not sure if I've gone that long without a post before...don't care either.
I just haven't really had anything to say....well nothing worth saying anyway.
I miss everything about Florida. It used to be only some things but now it's every last aspect. I miss every friend, every local band, every teacher at FHS, and even every last manorless pueto rican that thinks his home cultures apply wherever he is.
I don't hate Rhode Island as much as I hate the people that live here.
I'm 18 now. Legal. On my birthday I bought ciggarettes, porn, and lotto tickets. I don't smoke or look at porno but I bought them cause I could. I gambeled a lot too. It was fun.
I'm in the last quarter of high school now and it's not looking good. I've been a straight A student my entire life but it looks like I'm definately not comming out on top. I'm not gunna graduate. That's already a given. I hope summer school is an option cause if it's not I'm definately dropping out. If this was Freedom High I don't think I'd mind repeating the grade but theres no way I'm going back to Cumberland High school. I'm much better off without that shithole excuse for a school.
Know what else? You'd think I should be upset that I'm about to flunk out of school but I really don't give a fuck. It's weird cause I know I should. I know it should really bother me. I'm not proud of it but I really don't give a fuck anymore. The only reason I haven't already dropped out is because certian people I care about want me to finish.
I'm not in a band right now. I'm not even jamming with anyone in particular. This is seriously the first time I've been musically inactive since I can remember. It kinda sucks but it shouldn't last long.
The only thing in my life right now that truely makes me happy is my record collection. I collect records now. I got a turntable for Christmas and I just buy records all the time. I've got like 50 of em now and I love every single one. I've got some rather rare and out of print releases that I'm very proud of. I'm part of a club where I get a new NOFX 7" every month for a year. That's a lot of fun. Collecting records is a good thing.
I hate everyone around me. I really do. I go to school, I look around, and I get upset. I don't hesitate to hide it either. A LOT of people hate me. There have even been periods where kids actually wanted to fight me. Dispite this none of them ever approached me anywhere besides the internet even tho they had many oppertunities to. So no fights ever actually went down. That's good. Who actually likes fighting anyway?
I won't say much about my local music scene...I can just simply say this and anyone musically intellegent will get the general idea....
I never though underground music would sink so low that supposed fans of hardcore frequently denounce Bad Religion, Minor Threat, and various other legendary acts.
I saw Rehasher last November. That was amazing. I hung out with Roger and we're actually pretty decent friends now. Who saw that comming? Not me.
Speaking of Roger, Less Than Jake are comming on the 28th. I already have my ticket. Theyre playing about half an hour away on the 9th but noone wants to go with me to that one. So I won't get to see them twice but I guess once is enough.
I was talking to Vinnie a couple weeks ago and he promised that they would play "My Very Own Flag" at my show. This is much cooler than most things have ever been cool. The coolness of this quite possibly exceeds the coolness of me being friends with Roger. I can't wait. I've never seen a PEZCORE tune live besides "Laverne & Shirley".
I re-got my permit this week. My Florida permit wasn't valid here so I had to start the whole driving thing all over again. I get my liscence in 2 months. That's cool. I've got about 2 grand saved up so I'll try to get me a car between now and then.
I'm not the same person I used to be. I'm very cynical and pessimistic. I also gained between 30 and 50 pounds. I wish I wasn't so hateful. I wish I could be the person I was before I left Florida.
Damn you clinical depression.
Damn you Christopher Reeve.
I got the Less Than Jake Cereal Box on EBay a few weeks ago. I hope it comes today. Only 2 hours or so until the mail comes.
I love EBay lately. I've easily spent somewhere near 500 bucks on there in the past few months. How do you think I got such a big record collection so quickly?
The LTJ Pie Tin is up right now. I'm definately gunna win that. Unless it goes up to like 100 bucks cause I really gotta cut back on how much I spend on that site.
I'd really like to end this post now but then I won't have anything else to do.
But I don't have anything else to say.
This sucks.
Oh ya know what? I'm gunna go skate. Yeah I've been skating again. This is weird because I hear that some of my old Florida buddies are skating again too. I got a new board when I turned 18 and I haven't ridden it until recently cause the snow only just went away. Theres a free park basically right next to my house too. It's almost as if I was supposed to start again. I don't belive in fate tho so it's just a convienient coincidence.
Alright so yeah I'm going to skate.
Oh yeah I got my lip pierced back in like January. I like it.
I just haven't really had anything to say....well nothing worth saying anyway.
I miss everything about Florida. It used to be only some things but now it's every last aspect. I miss every friend, every local band, every teacher at FHS, and even every last manorless pueto rican that thinks his home cultures apply wherever he is.
I don't hate Rhode Island as much as I hate the people that live here.
I'm 18 now. Legal. On my birthday I bought ciggarettes, porn, and lotto tickets. I don't smoke or look at porno but I bought them cause I could. I gambeled a lot too. It was fun.
I'm in the last quarter of high school now and it's not looking good. I've been a straight A student my entire life but it looks like I'm definately not comming out on top. I'm not gunna graduate. That's already a given. I hope summer school is an option cause if it's not I'm definately dropping out. If this was Freedom High I don't think I'd mind repeating the grade but theres no way I'm going back to Cumberland High school. I'm much better off without that shithole excuse for a school.
Know what else? You'd think I should be upset that I'm about to flunk out of school but I really don't give a fuck. It's weird cause I know I should. I know it should really bother me. I'm not proud of it but I really don't give a fuck anymore. The only reason I haven't already dropped out is because certian people I care about want me to finish.
I'm not in a band right now. I'm not even jamming with anyone in particular. This is seriously the first time I've been musically inactive since I can remember. It kinda sucks but it shouldn't last long.
The only thing in my life right now that truely makes me happy is my record collection. I collect records now. I got a turntable for Christmas and I just buy records all the time. I've got like 50 of em now and I love every single one. I've got some rather rare and out of print releases that I'm very proud of. I'm part of a club where I get a new NOFX 7" every month for a year. That's a lot of fun. Collecting records is a good thing.
I hate everyone around me. I really do. I go to school, I look around, and I get upset. I don't hesitate to hide it either. A LOT of people hate me. There have even been periods where kids actually wanted to fight me. Dispite this none of them ever approached me anywhere besides the internet even tho they had many oppertunities to. So no fights ever actually went down. That's good. Who actually likes fighting anyway?
I won't say much about my local music scene...I can just simply say this and anyone musically intellegent will get the general idea....
I never though underground music would sink so low that supposed fans of hardcore frequently denounce Bad Religion, Minor Threat, and various other legendary acts.
I saw Rehasher last November. That was amazing. I hung out with Roger and we're actually pretty decent friends now. Who saw that comming? Not me.
Speaking of Roger, Less Than Jake are comming on the 28th. I already have my ticket. Theyre playing about half an hour away on the 9th but noone wants to go with me to that one. So I won't get to see them twice but I guess once is enough.
I was talking to Vinnie a couple weeks ago and he promised that they would play "My Very Own Flag" at my show. This is much cooler than most things have ever been cool. The coolness of this quite possibly exceeds the coolness of me being friends with Roger. I can't wait. I've never seen a PEZCORE tune live besides "Laverne & Shirley".
I re-got my permit this week. My Florida permit wasn't valid here so I had to start the whole driving thing all over again. I get my liscence in 2 months. That's cool. I've got about 2 grand saved up so I'll try to get me a car between now and then.
I'm not the same person I used to be. I'm very cynical and pessimistic. I also gained between 30 and 50 pounds. I wish I wasn't so hateful. I wish I could be the person I was before I left Florida.
Damn you clinical depression.
Damn you Christopher Reeve.
I got the Less Than Jake Cereal Box on EBay a few weeks ago. I hope it comes today. Only 2 hours or so until the mail comes.
I love EBay lately. I've easily spent somewhere near 500 bucks on there in the past few months. How do you think I got such a big record collection so quickly?
The LTJ Pie Tin is up right now. I'm definately gunna win that. Unless it goes up to like 100 bucks cause I really gotta cut back on how much I spend on that site.
I'd really like to end this post now but then I won't have anything else to do.
But I don't have anything else to say.
This sucks.
Oh ya know what? I'm gunna go skate. Yeah I've been skating again. This is weird because I hear that some of my old Florida buddies are skating again too. I got a new board when I turned 18 and I haven't ridden it until recently cause the snow only just went away. Theres a free park basically right next to my house too. It's almost as if I was supposed to start again. I don't belive in fate tho so it's just a convienient coincidence.
Alright so yeah I'm going to skate.
Oh yeah I got my lip pierced back in like January. I like it.