HELP!!!
these last few weeks have taken so much energy outa me. so much drama, i didn't know this much could actually happen. and it's probably still not over. most of the middle part is nothing too important, u can skip down to the last 2 paragraphs.
today was just too much. about 2 weeks ago my parents told me were going to move again, but we didn't know where. They started looking for new houses and they found new ones in ashburn, that were just beginning to be built. we went to check those out and my parents liked them but they still weren't sure wether they wanted to buy one of those houses or not. they said that they would look for a couple of houses here in herndon so i wouldn't have to change schools again. so there was some hope for me to stay with my friends, and hopefully with her. but today when my mom got home, everyone went out to look for a house to buy. when they came back my sister looked all happy, and she said that they'd bought a house, the one in ashburn. so i guess that that's where i'll be headed sometime in november of december. at least i won't be living in a 1 bedroom appartment again.
last night i went to my friend's birthday party (HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARYANNE!), and that was fun.
last week i had a great week. i got to go to Decataur High School, with the Rifle Team, i was the only freshman on the trip, and the youngest and lowest rank. I had a great time though. The top 9 shooters got to go on that trip, and i was the 3rd best shooter out of all nine of us, so that makes me happy. Tuesday was a great day. I was promoted to Petty Officer 3rd Class which made me really happy, because now i'm the highest ranking NS 1 (freshman) this year.
Wednesday, eh, it really sucked. I was having a good day, Emma told me someone likes me, and that's always good. The school day was fun, i was late to school though, my alarm didn't go off so i got to school at around 8, but it doesn't matter. that day ROTC was fun, Block sucked like always. That day i got home and i had to start working on my Geometry Project which was due the next day, i had a month to work on it and i started at 4 the day before it was due. That really made me tense up and get pissed. I was in a really bad mood, and i was an asshole to Kelly. We had a fight, and she told me all my wrongs, and that really got me to think. I'm PRETTY SURE SHE HATES ME right now, but i don't blame her, i'd hate myself too. the day we broke up i was torn, only my mom knows how i feel cuz she could see right through me.
anyways i'm really confused right now, and i don't know what to do... i don't wanna move again :(
all i want right now is for everything to go back to the way it was in October. Thats right October, because that was the best month this year. Or at least i'd like to get one more chance to start over and get things right. and i hope Kelly can give me that chance...can you?
today was just too much. about 2 weeks ago my parents told me were going to move again, but we didn't know where. They started looking for new houses and they found new ones in ashburn, that were just beginning to be built. we went to check those out and my parents liked them but they still weren't sure wether they wanted to buy one of those houses or not. they said that they would look for a couple of houses here in herndon so i wouldn't have to change schools again. so there was some hope for me to stay with my friends, and hopefully with her. but today when my mom got home, everyone went out to look for a house to buy. when they came back my sister looked all happy, and she said that they'd bought a house, the one in ashburn. so i guess that that's where i'll be headed sometime in november of december. at least i won't be living in a 1 bedroom appartment again.
last night i went to my friend's birthday party (HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARYANNE!), and that was fun.
last week i had a great week. i got to go to Decataur High School, with the Rifle Team, i was the only freshman on the trip, and the youngest and lowest rank. I had a great time though. The top 9 shooters got to go on that trip, and i was the 3rd best shooter out of all nine of us, so that makes me happy. Tuesday was a great day. I was promoted to Petty Officer 3rd Class which made me really happy, because now i'm the highest ranking NS 1 (freshman) this year.
Wednesday, eh, it really sucked. I was having a good day, Emma told me someone likes me, and that's always good. The school day was fun, i was late to school though, my alarm didn't go off so i got to school at around 8, but it doesn't matter. that day ROTC was fun, Block sucked like always. That day i got home and i had to start working on my Geometry Project which was due the next day, i had a month to work on it and i started at 4 the day before it was due. That really made me tense up and get pissed. I was in a really bad mood, and i was an asshole to Kelly. We had a fight, and she told me all my wrongs, and that really got me to think. I'm PRETTY SURE SHE HATES ME right now, but i don't blame her, i'd hate myself too. the day we broke up i was torn, only my mom knows how i feel cuz she could see right through me.
anyways i'm really confused right now, and i don't know what to do... i don't wanna move again :(
all i want right now is for everything to go back to the way it was in October. Thats right October, because that was the best month this year. Or at least i'd like to get one more chance to start over and get things right. and i hope Kelly can give me that chance...can you?