Jul 15, 2005 10:33
I think the hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us know what's going on... neither of us know what each other are thinking and we are both trying to make decisions based on information we don't know...
Why does someone else have to make you realize what you were missing? I just don't understand. It always seems to work out that way.. Whatever. I'm over it.
He told me he missed me. Like, out of no where last night. Pretty shocking, but he has a girlfriend.. and what we had, was 11 months ago. I'm truly happy for him and his relationship with her though. He seems so happy.
Geez, I couldn't be any more excited for tonight.
I can't wait to party with my two best friends, and Erik of course ;) Woot Woot!!
We had a surprise dinner for Susan at On The Border. Morgan and I knew like 5 out of the 30 people. HaHa it was a blast though. Susan and Mike are soo much freaking fun to hang out with. Like the other night at Viva... leave it up to me to say something to some chick. LoL. It was the funniest thing of my life!! People were even video taping it. Man, good times.
There's gonna be a lot of stuff in your life that isn't gonna be easy. You just have to learn to appreciate every little thing you have, because when it all comes down to it, it's the little things that mean the most.
Where's Blake when I need a good conversation with him??
I'm done for now. I'll most likely have pics to post tomorrow! =D