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holy fuck, man. i fucking love music. I feel so fucking stupid for always taking advantage of it. i have no fucking clue where id be without my music. the whole situation thats currently going on keeps getting worse. its too much...i cant look my friends in the face. I havent got much of a family, my moms alright, she tries, but shes always so busy, and my dad...fuck my dad...my dad only see me if its to call me a fucking freak or slam me into a wall and choke me. i have no clue where the hell id be without my music. me and kimmy talked about it and after i got off the phone with her it got pretty bad. i cant remember the last time ive been mad, really mad. i usually just ignore it. and it kinda ll blew up in my face. the whole point of this i suppose is i had my cds, and i just fell in love with my music all over again. harder than the first time. im so fucking lucky i have this thing called punk fucking rock, and i have no idea what i did to deserve it. i just feel so fucking stupid for ever thinking i needed anything, or anybody else.