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Cupid drew
fixed his bow
shot the fateful dart
I bared my chest to right his aim
took venom straight to heart
Thinking I too good for pain
could withstand the dream
But I felt fast the potency to learn how weak I am
Heaven fell
hell emerged
as the bad boy smiled
bade darkness' minion stand in place
for my lover child
blood arose to fill my mouth
knew soon that I'd be dead
but rather than spit it out
I'll choke on it instead
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I wanted to be bathed in light and needed most your care
but when I turned away and back your intent had gone elsewhere
your promises were moon and sky
but you grounded me on earth
my choice was to believe your lies
of love's exquisite birth
resplendent mouth an angel's eyes
utterances divine
words tasted of golden honey and washed them down with wine
my dreams were of a wedding veil
a bride beauteous and proud
But I instead shall spend my days beneath a widow's shroud
my heart but for a moment slumbered in a marriage bed
but love now lies inside a casket, buried deep and dead.
Fuck you Michelle, why can't we be together. It's just not fair how much I miss you. You were incanedescent. And thinking about it, listening to your music, planning the wedding you were going to design, it all hurts.
I miss you. I miss you I miss you I miss you "big sister"
I miss you so much and I HATE it.