okay, so far all tests i've taken tonight are depressing. course i did take dante's tests, personality disorder test, and depressed test, so it's my fault. i just wanted to do that dante test, i mean come on, of course i'm going to hell, i wanted to see how bad the level. then i saw that the site that made that quiz was like KNOWN for it's personality disorder quiz. then when i finished that, i saw the link to the depressed test. i was just you know, wondering if i was just be a attention seeking manipulative idiot or f there really was something wrong with me. of course, it wasn't a real doctor opinion, so i still might be a attention seeking manipulative idiot.
new york's great so far. it's been only a day though. i'm in a apartment that's on the fourth floor, but it's really the fifth floor. we have to go downstairs out outside, unlock a glass door, unlock another glass door, and we're in the basement, which is just like a first floor. the stairs are right in front of us and we have to go up like six friggin staircases! there are two apartments per floor, A & B. the staircases are narrow, and get narrower the closer you get to the top of em. we live in 4b, right down the narrow hall from 4a, the superintendent, who just vacuums the apartments.
we have this narrow wooden door which two ppl standing in front of it have to squeeze together to stand side by side. as soon as you walk in there's a wall just wider than shoulder breadth. turn to your IMMEDIATE right and there's a body length mirror in front of the closet. my mom's bedroom cloest. then go through the really big opening into the living room...slash bedroom. there's a giant bed against the right wall. it's one of those that you push up against a wall and hid behind doors that make it look likea wardrode, not a bed. to it's right is a little armchair and a little end table. on it's left side is anohter little armchair. when you look straight in front of you when you stand in the living roo opening, you see three windows and in front of the middle one is a little glass and grey metal desk and its sleek little occupant, no not me. the beloved laptop i'm on right now! to the desk's left is a low chest, i thin, with a normal sized tv. then there's a fireplace built into the wall opposite the bed. on teh fireplace's left it a built in book shelf with a dining table in front of it.
back to teh front door. turn immediately left. that's the kitchen. a wall. It's a tiny counterspace set into the wall. under the counter is a cute little fridge. to the left is a cute little cabinet. on the counter above that is a tiny stainless steel sink. then a tiny white gas stove. soooo cute. the tiny counter has a huge friggin cappicino machine. Above teh whole thing are two cabinets. if you go a little left and do a 360. theres a perpetually open door *grind teeth*. there's this big metal pocket thing on teh inside of the door. it's where you hide brooms and shit like that. inside is a pantry and anohter closet, just in case. close teh door and turn to the right. you see yellow. a tiny yellow bathroom. there's a door that doesn't close. behind it is a oooolllddd radiator. my mom hangs her robes on the hook next to the radiator. teh bathroom counter looks made of playdough. thick and wide. yellow. the sink is made of hte plaster stuff too, theres no corners to the sink and counter, just smooth dips. the counter and the shower are connected! it's so cool! it's a round deep bathtub, also yellow. a tiny yellow toilet hides by the tub, left of the door. if you look up you see where the lights comes from during the day. there's a frggin glass tower on top! it's really small. but soooooo friggin cool. it's too high up to look through though.
the door's the best part! it has three locks! from top to bottom! chain lock, a giant friggin dead bolt, and a small deadbolt my mom doesn't use. the whole place is like 1800's.
ppl really use honking to speak.
eastside is rich ppl (we are here)
westside is poorer ppl and everybody walks in giant clumps.
i drove through queens, brooklyn to get here from teh airport. heehee!
i saw about five hundred hobo and a black guy who was either homeless or drunk or doped lying down on teh side of the sidewalk. he might've been all three.
i went to a grocery store today. tiny, cute, adn crowded! the yummiest food ever. expensive, but we got lucky adn found some deals. oh, adn it's almost like shopping in earth fare, only a little less health crazy.
a rich art dealer rents BA BB, and 1A in my building. he's friends with my mom and i met him coming back from starbucks. really nice. the apartment cost 2400 dollars. and it's half the size of the one i live in now! my mom has it pretty much free. i can't wait til tomorrow! time for bed, soo goodnight.
oh and i made three new avatars. sooo cute!