A Bit of an Explanation

Apr 01, 2013 02:45



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nekoonthemoon April 1 2013, 07:33:23 UTC
I'm so glad that you're okay! I was writing you a message yesterday, but my internet connection was broken because a new month. It was like a stone falls from my soul!

If you want to return sometime, I want you to know that me and lots of people everywhere, in my country too, will be waiting you. It is so much trouble, when internet life influence on your real life. Because of my decision to leave it, I have lost some precious friends for me, but... I'm not sad for that anymore, because they have lost their sense of reality and didn't understand me.
I want you to be happy. And it doesn't matter, what you will do. It is your life, however :)

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aevium April 1 2013, 14:38:52 UTC
Haha, internet always fails when you least want it to. O_o

Thank you. Yes, internet life can become too much and disillusion people. I feel like that's what was happening to me. But it's hard to just leave it, which is why I'm still here.

Thank you for your well wishes. I'm really touched by this comment, and how much you care. Just, from the bottom of my heart - THANK YOU! <3 <3

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nekoonthemoon April 2 2013, 07:19:35 UTC
Always! Every time, every second xD

I think, to live here is not so bad than the internet became your life. It's important, to feel that line)) Before that moment you free to do what you want to do, if it doesn't touch your real life after all... It's pretty hard to escape from it (this is our destiny to sit here in front of computer! All day, all night and other day... And other... xD) But I'm glad, that you still want to be here :) I hope, your problems would be gone! You're a strong person, you get rid of them soon.

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toru_sb April 1 2013, 12:48:44 UTC
I would like to write something cool and meaningful, but I can only think about how happy I am to see that you are still here and willing to be here :)!!
Thanks for your explanation and in bocca al lupo per tutto (aka good luck,for everything)!

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aevium April 1 2013, 14:41:06 UTC
Your happiness is what touches me, not how well you express it. Thank you so much for dropping me a line! *grabs the good luck* *hugs*

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makai_thief April 1 2013, 15:54:23 UTC
Glad to see that you´re all right:) I think most people (me anyway) weren´t exactly agry as much as they were shocked when you suddenly disappeared and feared that something very serious happened to you - like sudden illness or some personal tragedy that made you withdraw from the net public.

But I think I can share your feelings - basically no life except the net community...it´s frightening how internet can take over your life, isn´t it? I decided to cut down on my internet activity too (no reading manga or fanfics, no watching anime, no translating) because my working career is in danger - I´ve been too careless and procrastinated with stuff that shouldn´t be postponed.

So I hope you´ll be able to set everything straight in your life, take your time. I´m sure everyone will welcome back you once you´re ready. I wish you all well:)))

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aevium April 1 2013, 16:01:28 UTC
Ah, makai_thief! Hello! *waves like a dork*

Well, to be fair, something very serious DID happen, but like I said in the post, I won't be discussing it openly.

Yeah. Well it's good that you're taking control of the situation. This is something that I need to do, and I'm gonna work on it. Once I'm able to find a healthy balance between internet life and personal life, I'll feel more comfortable making a full return.

Thank you so much for your comforting words. I'll take my time and try to sort everything out. Btw, you're awesome! <3

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makai_thief April 1 2013, 16:17:25 UTC
Thanks a lot:))

I´ll be rooting for you *hugs*

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shishikurumble April 2 2013, 06:32:10 UTC
I'm so SO glad you put this up ( ... )

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aevium April 13 2013, 21:50:07 UTC
I'm so late at responding to this incredibly heart-warming comment! I'm sorry for that. I've actually been away from the computer most days, and when I am on the computer, for the most part, I've been avoiding anything fandom-related. It's a little sad and I miss it, but it's necessary for me and it's been improving my life. Slowly I'm starting to remember why real life is important, as well as where I can find enjoyment in participating in it ( ... )

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shishikurumble April 19 2013, 04:40:02 UTC
I'm very glad my comments could help at all. Supremely glad! I was nervous that maybe I would come across the wrong way...but I definitely think you understand deep down what it is you need to do to make YOU happy! I wish you ALL the luck! I am going through very similar things with my art, and have now pushed myself very close to putting out my own comic. It's so scary. It's so hard to keep convincing yourself that it's worth it or that people would ever even like what you do. But it's just your own doubts holding you back from what can be amazing in time! Even if things start out rough, if you keep going, keep trying, people will notice in the end! And there will always be people who support you for your efforts. That there are people out there who go through similar feelings, it helps me to push harder myself as if to prove to everyone they have no reason to stop themselves. When you put yourself out there, as I'm sure you will, you will be doing the same for those around you! And those far away, like me, who look up to you already ( ... )

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acidiceffect April 2 2013, 15:43:46 UTC
Never stress yourself with something you love, kay? *Hugs*

Hope that you can go through this shitty situation soon. Real life is indeed more important, if staying away from internet could help you get rid of all the serious thingy happened to you, as a friend we should be supportive. We got to know each other through internet, but I hope this relationship is far more beyond that damn internet line.

Stay strong! :)

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aevium April 4 2013, 22:23:56 UTC
Thank you! I'm going to take it easy on the stress from here on out.

I'm going to try to stay away from my computer for a couple days, other than for writing and job hunting. So hopefully I can get things together soon!

Thank you for your kind words and friendship! I cherish you! *hugs* <3

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