Dec 13, 2004 21:54
it feels like time is crawling by....
I cant believe the news I heard today..well tonight
Its private..its family matters not for you all to know and "pity" me on..
I told the only other person down here in FL I felt would"consol" me ...
I am going to be there lor always...I guess we have to keep our faith and pray... and just keep the faith.
" i never wanted something more...and I never felt so sure...cause now I got this chance this to be everything you saw in me.... as long as you are here with me I know I can be something..More.."
you make me want to be...something..more
they say theres a plan for everyone..but how can you accept that when the person you always saw changes and you end up watch die before your eyes...how can you accept that? how can you accept everyone around you crying and you cant do a damn thing about it..how do you accept "the plan for everyone"
I think I am going to go lay down..Put on Someones Hat i still have... keep crying, pray for some kind of hope that a miricale will happen and the docotors willbe wrong... and oh yeah..go kiss the rain..