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Wow..
we play this dumb game over and over.
use eachother..drain oneanother
nothing changes
my heart still pours on the floor each conversation
i'm happy, trust my judgement, I trust you
maybe thats my first mistake, trusting you.
i like him, be happy, i dont know who you see
I dont feel i should have to,
We arent together.. never have ..neverwill be?
almost 3 yrs of friendship built upon what..
we've given alot to eachother, more than any could imagine
ive sat in the shadows and thats fine.
just it makes me feel like youre protective when you pry at who i'm with.
I'm capable, and he cares for me, something it doesnt seem I've found elsewhere
nothings changed..smartass..
just got up kinda.. had a screwed up dream would've helped if my dumbass dog wasn't barking outside my window. I am feeling much better.
no school today, which is good because I am not in the mood to deal w/ people on any kind of basis.
Its not that complicated when you think about it, its inevitable that he/she will always be there with a spot in their heart for you, its the irony of it all, how you can go from one extreme to the other..to mattering to not .. to sitting behind a curtain with the best seat in the house, to sitting in the dumpster...all the way back to the best seat in the house but always behind that damn curtain..
I dont dodge your questions, its the fact that even if I were to answer them you are just as fault as me.
and to close with... ~*~ I miss you =))) ~*~
we play this dumb game over and over.
use eachother..drain oneanother
nothing changes
my heart still pours on the floor each conversation
i'm happy, trust my judgement, I trust you
maybe thats my first mistake, trusting you.
i like him, be happy, i dont know who you see
I dont feel i should have to,
We arent together.. never have ..neverwill be?
almost 3 yrs of friendship built upon what..
we've given alot to eachother, more than any could imagine
ive sat in the shadows and thats fine.
just it makes me feel like youre protective when you pry at who i'm with.
I'm capable, and he cares for me, something it doesnt seem I've found elsewhere
nothings changed..smartass..
just got up kinda.. had a screwed up dream would've helped if my dumbass dog wasn't barking outside my window. I am feeling much better.
no school today, which is good because I am not in the mood to deal w/ people on any kind of basis.
Its not that complicated when you think about it, its inevitable that he/she will always be there with a spot in their heart for you, its the irony of it all, how you can go from one extreme to the other..to mattering to not .. to sitting behind a curtain with the best seat in the house, to sitting in the dumpster...all the way back to the best seat in the house but always behind that damn curtain..
I dont dodge your questions, its the fact that even if I were to answer them you are just as fault as me.
and to close with... ~*~ I miss you =))) ~*~