I think about it over and over again..and i can't take and I cant shake it
Alright soo we lost to Mainland..ehh not too bad..considering we did have a decent defense against them.
A*'s got a g/f...yeah I guess shit never does work the way you want it to.
I did have a heart to heart though with someone tonight right after the game sittin on the concrete sidewalk. He idk, kina strange to catch my eye.... It seems everyone else is looking to hook up with the wrong things. its like a fashion now to have a boyfriend, and I guess I wanna be cool too..for once.
mmm I found someone whose got cuddles' smile and eyes..and that cute personality..hes so =) very nice haha but kit-kat wants to hook me up w/ this boy that hangs w/ the above' boys sister..but idk yet, Kit kat like has a fucking milk carton personal ad out for me it seems..lol..
but aye I do cry to her alot and she dont like this fwb shit that I do, I mean yeah it gets out the stress but what does it do besides make you so attached to that person that it rips ya heart out..
Random insignificant sex with strangers is slutty just so you know.
I hope anna's knee is better
I want the drama on starlets to go to fucking hell, i mean yeah its highschool..but jeepers..I swear I am so glad next year is the last year I'll have to deal with it, and on top of it I am gonna be a senior so it wont matter.
This week...
Sat went to Ferinidina Beach, Got fourth over all, and 2 superior awards for Starlets, a total of nine for the band.
Sunday..cleand went to katliens house..that night went to youth group
Monday..school..hwk
Tuesday practice.. linz has got sum ranky shin guards
Wednesday..school
Thrusday.. I was sick ;)..subway from hell.. and goodtime(s)
Today= Friday= school practice, game, drama, =) funnnnnn!, and writing in here..
we gotta overcome our shortcomings..look past the differences, bite our tongues, forgive some of the past and all of the future..hold on tight because I promise you these next months are gonna fly by..and girls my originals.. I love you ~all~
its amazing that no matter what shit i get him into or what hell he has to take bc..I have the worst luck.. "our friendship" has overcome it, and I swear no matter what He'll always be my favorite~*
fuck like you dance, and dance like you fuck ;)
well I am gonna stop this entry..
...good time .. you got no idea what you missed out on
A*'s got a g/f...yeah I guess shit never does work the way you want it to.
I did have a heart to heart though with someone tonight right after the game sittin on the concrete sidewalk. He idk, kina strange to catch my eye.... It seems everyone else is looking to hook up with the wrong things. its like a fashion now to have a boyfriend, and I guess I wanna be cool too..for once.
mmm I found someone whose got cuddles' smile and eyes..and that cute personality..hes so =) very nice haha but kit-kat wants to hook me up w/ this boy that hangs w/ the above' boys sister..but idk yet, Kit kat like has a fucking milk carton personal ad out for me it seems..lol..
but aye I do cry to her alot and she dont like this fwb shit that I do, I mean yeah it gets out the stress but what does it do besides make you so attached to that person that it rips ya heart out..
Random insignificant sex with strangers is slutty just so you know.
I hope anna's knee is better
I want the drama on starlets to go to fucking hell, i mean yeah its highschool..but jeepers..I swear I am so glad next year is the last year I'll have to deal with it, and on top of it I am gonna be a senior so it wont matter.
This week...
Sat went to Ferinidina Beach, Got fourth over all, and 2 superior awards for Starlets, a total of nine for the band.
Sunday..cleand went to katliens house..that night went to youth group
Monday..school..hwk
Tuesday practice.. linz has got sum ranky shin guards
Wednesday..school
Thrusday.. I was sick ;)..subway from hell.. and goodtime(s)
Today= Friday= school practice, game, drama, =) funnnnnn!, and writing in here..
we gotta overcome our shortcomings..look past the differences, bite our tongues, forgive some of the past and all of the future..hold on tight because I promise you these next months are gonna fly by..and girls my originals.. I love you ~all~
its amazing that no matter what shit i get him into or what hell he has to take bc..I have the worst luck.. "our friendship" has overcome it, and I swear no matter what He'll always be my favorite~*
fuck like you dance, and dance like you fuck ;)
well I am gonna stop this entry..
...good time .. you got no idea what you missed out on