This could be the one last chance to make you understand
Alright its 230 am.. I just did hwk and finished it alll...goodddannng I'm soo tired..
Talkd to Gene the entire time though while I did my work, yeah idk.... he sends me the most mixed signals, I know I know I bitchd about his ______ alot but idk... Icant put him in the past...
He misses me and misses sleeping over and misses waking up to seeing me, and misses the stupid shit we used to do, and misses haninging out w/ me and me talking in spainish, and yeah..but hes w/ this girl and he "loves" her , but yet hes saying this ... and hes in alabama so Idunno I still care about him.. __ isn't everything? haha I need to talk to my Taryn n Tiffy bout this one!!!!
I'd do anything to fall asleep with you...
Homecoming game in less than 24 hours... woot!
I am a bit excited, yet at the same time its like ehh okay... but Idunno I havent been in the school spirit
I talked w/ sumone else today, If he reads this I want him to know... that things are okay and I appreciate what he did for me recently, and that I am sorry for being upset over something stupid now that I think about it. but by calling me tonight he showed me he still cares enough to be concerned and that was enough for me...
Im just a bundle of emotions.... I cant explain why I am this way, has nothing to do with my past events I just feel so bundled up with these feelings..
Anger management..thats where I need to go.. i broke a glass in my bathroom.. I got pist off and threw it agianst the wall and it shattered and then i started screaming at the top of my lungs leave me alone and slammming my fists on the wall..(I felt better afterwards) hehe..I think the family got the message to stop calling me to do stuff round the house.. i mean its not like i told them since the min i got home that i had hwk up the ass...nooo they didnt hear THAT! they just kept me doing shit round the house until 8 you know so I would be up until oh NOW doing the stupid shit...
biz..itll be okay=) follow ya heart
Off to bed sweeties...
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Talkd to Gene the entire time though while I did my work, yeah idk.... he sends me the most mixed signals, I know I know I bitchd about his ______ alot but idk... Icant put him in the past...
He misses me and misses sleeping over and misses waking up to seeing me, and misses the stupid shit we used to do, and misses haninging out w/ me and me talking in spainish, and yeah..but hes w/ this girl and he "loves" her , but yet hes saying this ... and hes in alabama so Idunno I still care about him.. __ isn't everything? haha I need to talk to my Taryn n Tiffy bout this one!!!!
I'd do anything to fall asleep with you...
Homecoming game in less than 24 hours... woot!
I am a bit excited, yet at the same time its like ehh okay... but Idunno I havent been in the school spirit
I talked w/ sumone else today, If he reads this I want him to know... that things are okay and I appreciate what he did for me recently, and that I am sorry for being upset over something stupid now that I think about it. but by calling me tonight he showed me he still cares enough to be concerned and that was enough for me...
Im just a bundle of emotions.... I cant explain why I am this way, has nothing to do with my past events I just feel so bundled up with these feelings..
Anger management..thats where I need to go.. i broke a glass in my bathroom.. I got pist off and threw it agianst the wall and it shattered and then i started screaming at the top of my lungs leave me alone and slammming my fists on the wall..(I felt better afterwards) hehe..I think the family got the message to stop calling me to do stuff round the house.. i mean its not like i told them since the min i got home that i had hwk up the ass...nooo they didnt hear THAT! they just kept me doing shit round the house until 8 you know so I would be up until oh NOW doing the stupid shit...
biz..itll be okay=) follow ya heart
Off to bed sweeties...
leave one