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Grey was great last night. I am so happy that I made Newt. The character is so much fun to play. And the role playing I had to do with har last night was hard, but great. It made my creative jucies start to flow again which is such a high. Josie visited us this weekend. Which was great. We had a good time. She bought me a kit to learn crochette and I am trying single . Its hard to keep even, but im trying. Once i get the hang of it i want to make a baby blanket for the baby. Just a simple one. Troy called me last night and we talked for a good long time. I am so glad he is coming to the party. And bringing Brenda. It should be a lot of fun. Thinking of having chinese food if we can aford it. Money situation is bad right now... But i can just pray asks for that raise today. And hopefully we wont have our phone and internet service turned off. Chrissy, I hope finally learned her lesson about her epilipsy pills. I know that I have griped to her. But I just worry that she is going to kill herself. And I think she finally realizes the serverity of it . Now if only she could get on birth control, and go back to the bladder dr. Pittsburgh docs would know better if she had had cancer than any qwaks at Indiana. That will totally ruin her ability for life insurance, maybe even health. I just worry about her. Perhaps too much. Even when she lets me down, like not visiting, and not bringing mom,and not making the yak seal, or worst even mentioning to mom that i need a sitter for the party...... because she rather visit anthony and forget about everyone else,and everything else. It hurts. but I am her sister, and still love her. The dork.
Starting today i am 14 weeks along. Though i feel eaither i am further along, or have twins. Cause i feel kicking already! And I shouldnt till 18-22 weeks! I told the dr. he really didnt say much about it ...He kinda made me pissed last time. I guess I have to wait til the day after my birthday. The 12th. Thinking of my birthday is not a good thought at all. Its usually forgotten. And truthfully harley never does anything for mine. Shrug. Ill live. I have learned to get over the disappointments like that in our relationship. I use to cry and fight him about holidays being horrible between us. Now though I realize it is usually our money situation. And its not really that important. What is important is the kids. Though i cant help but get very cranky around this time of year. I wish the weather would clear up...that always makes me happy. The fresh smell of grass. The spring birds singing. Just the feeling you get in the spring is beautiful.
At least we got some spring cleaning done. Emptied about 6 tubs of clothing. And we are eaither wearing it, or giving to goodwill or chrissy. Some shirt i have with certain mottos, I am keeping and making a quilt out of. It will be pretty cool when done...kinda excited about it..
Been playing with my new sewing machine. Love it much. Trying to finish old projects like baby clothes and etc that I never finished from years. Before I start on garb. I know i need to get moving. But i am just being slow with it. As soon as I feel organized in the basement I think it will be easier to work. The basement is almost clear, and I am rather excited about it. My craft work is very tidy now. And its just a lot better than it was. Just need to sweep, move a few things. Like Knyte shaeds cage. And then clean the carpet. Then we have an extra place for people to hang. Kinda excited about it. Just wish i had help cleaning ... its so hard being pregnant and trying to get ready for this party. oh well... i will live. Just wish chrissy didnt have to give me her sinus infection!!!!
Starting today i am 14 weeks along. Though i feel eaither i am further along, or have twins. Cause i feel kicking already! And I shouldnt till 18-22 weeks! I told the dr. he really didnt say much about it ...He kinda made me pissed last time. I guess I have to wait til the day after my birthday. The 12th. Thinking of my birthday is not a good thought at all. Its usually forgotten. And truthfully harley never does anything for mine. Shrug. Ill live. I have learned to get over the disappointments like that in our relationship. I use to cry and fight him about holidays being horrible between us. Now though I realize it is usually our money situation. And its not really that important. What is important is the kids. Though i cant help but get very cranky around this time of year. I wish the weather would clear up...that always makes me happy. The fresh smell of grass. The spring birds singing. Just the feeling you get in the spring is beautiful.
At least we got some spring cleaning done. Emptied about 6 tubs of clothing. And we are eaither wearing it, or giving to goodwill or chrissy. Some shirt i have with certain mottos, I am keeping and making a quilt out of. It will be pretty cool when done...kinda excited about it..
Been playing with my new sewing machine. Love it much. Trying to finish old projects like baby clothes and etc that I never finished from years. Before I start on garb. I know i need to get moving. But i am just being slow with it. As soon as I feel organized in the basement I think it will be easier to work. The basement is almost clear, and I am rather excited about it. My craft work is very tidy now. And its just a lot better than it was. Just need to sweep, move a few things. Like Knyte shaeds cage. And then clean the carpet. Then we have an extra place for people to hang. Kinda excited about it. Just wish i had help cleaning ... its so hard being pregnant and trying to get ready for this party. oh well... i will live. Just wish chrissy didnt have to give me her sinus infection!!!!