Unrequited Love (alternatively titled: Requiem for the Dreams that never happened tonight)
So here it is, 740 AM EDT and I am still wide awake. I am completely unable to sleep. I think that I am going to have to schedule the rest of my life around sleep instead of scheduling my sleep around life. It seems nefarious that sleep be so elusive to me as I have hold nothing but affectionate appreciation for sleep in reciprocity for the beadtuous slumbers she has granted me. Perhaps sleep is jealous of my recent exploits with her sisters fatigue and insomnia. I am not sure about this, but I am sure about the fact that I will from this day on stay ever faithful to sleep who I love so dearly.
That said: my hours of operation from now on will be limited to 16 waking hours a day whenever possible. These waking hours on the weekdays will run somewhere between 7 PM and 11ish PM local time. I fully suspect that my hours will come later on weekends and the like, but as of now I would like to get some sort of a biological clock working here. My odd assortment of naps just doesn't seem to do the trick anymore as these naps often times become deep periods of hibernation wherein I miss important shit. So tonight, I'd say around 10PM, don't expect to see me awake. I fully intend to be in bed by then. At the very latest I'd say 11. We'll have to see if this will happen as it means that I will have to stay awake until then.
That said: my hours of operation from now on will be limited to 16 waking hours a day whenever possible. These waking hours on the weekdays will run somewhere between 7 PM and 11ish PM local time. I fully suspect that my hours will come later on weekends and the like, but as of now I would like to get some sort of a biological clock working here. My odd assortment of naps just doesn't seem to do the trick anymore as these naps often times become deep periods of hibernation wherein I miss important shit. So tonight, I'd say around 10PM, don't expect to see me awake. I fully intend to be in bed by then. At the very latest I'd say 11. We'll have to see if this will happen as it means that I will have to stay awake until then.