i'm making a mistake

Jul 30, 2013 22:32

RIKAICHAN I'M COUNTING ON YOU

指をさされない様に 意識が透明てる
零したミステイクが透けていくmake up
[So that my fingers don't shine, my consciousness turns invisible.
The spilled mistake is invisible make up.]

僕が触れたすべてを見せたくはないから
意識が透明てる 鮮やかなprivacy
[Because I don't want to show everything I touch,
My consciousness turns invisible. A brilliant privacy.]

ギラつく幻 錆び付いた誘惑
過剰に激しくなって 見つからないように
[The glittering illusion and the rusted temptation
Become excessively violent, like they can't be found.]

計算され尽くした君のイメージの世界で
時が淫らになって透明なものに犯されてしまった
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you
[In the calculated, exhausted image of your world,
Time becomes obscene, and I ended up violating what was invisible.
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you]

いつか僕が終って記憶を繋いだら
つぎはぎのプラスチック美しく見えるかな ねえ
[If my finished memories will be tied one day,
I wonder if you'll beautifully see the cobbled up plastic.]

僕が溢れたすべてを見せたくはないから 目を閉じて 目を閉じて
でも開けて 僕はmake up
[Because I don't want to see everything that's spilled out, I close my eyes, I close my eyes.
But I open up my make up.]

今日は誰になって僕を隠しに行こうかな
ちょっとおかしな感情 狂ったかくれんぼが好き
ふわっと僕は浮いて 正体不明のillusionさ
[I wonder if I can go hide myself by becoming someone else today.
It's a bit of an odd feeling. I like the insane hide and seek.
The weightless me is drifting, an unidentifiable illusion.]

計算され尽くした君のイメージの世界で
時が淫らになって透明なものに犯されてしまった
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you
[In the calculated, exhausted image of your world,
Time becomes obscene, and I ended up violating what was invisible.
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you]

ねえ どうかしてる? 顔も声も体も記憶も全部
時が淫らになっていつの間にか僕は犯されてしまった
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you
僕が映した全てを見られたくなったよ
自分を消す魔法さえ美しく見えるの
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you
[Hey, could it happen? My face, voice, body, memories, everything.
Time becomes obscene, and before anyone realizes, I ended up violating it.
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you
I don't want to look at everything reflected.
If there was just a magic to erase myself, I could look at it beautifully.
plastic I miss you illusion I miss you
sadistic I miss you]

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微風随に散る華は
美しく甘美な幻想(ゆめ)
憂き世に赦されざる
虚無を抱いて
[At the mercy of the gentle breeze, the falling flowers
Are a beautiful, sweet dream.
In this fleeting world,
I embrace the forgiven nothingness.]

誰も辿り着くことの無い
暗闇には何も映らない
じわり 染みてゆく絶望も
千の毒に紛れ 嗚呼
[No one struggles.
Nothing is reflected in the darkness.
I allot both the pierced despair,
And a thousand poisons in confusion. Truly.]

儚き希望に縋る瞳に
告げられた苦い拒絶
心を殺したなら
楽になれる?
[In these fleeting seasons, the dependable eyes
Are informed of the bitter rejection.
If I kill my heart,
Won't I feel better?]

誰も分かりあう事の無い
孤独(くらやみ)から全て見ていたの
弱き命の爆ぜる華を
硝子玉に刻むだけ
[No one understands anything.
I watch everything from the darkness.
This weak life's flower bursts open,
And, in the glass marble, is shredded apart.]

誰も辿り着くことの無い
虚無(くらやみ)ならとうに受け入れた
せめて 愛しきその刃が
朱き華を散らす 否
錆びて朽つまで
全て・・・見ている
[No one struggles.
I accepted this darkness long ago.
At the very least, this beloved blade
Will scatter the blood-red flowers. Well,
Until it rusts and rots,
I'll... watch everything.]

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