finally...
hehe.. finally home... back to AL for a coupe of days... now I am here in China hanging out with my COOOOOL family... lol jk I do love them a lot though... but they are not very supportive about anything that I do... especially the school that I chose... they really don't want me to be in the military. but if you know me just a little.. you should know that military is my life... I don't know what to do... life is so hard... but what supprised me was that they are pretty good about my break up... I don't even know how they found out... my mother must of told them... I wasn't going to tell them about it... now they all knows... life can be harder or eaiser... depends on which way life takes me... but right now... life is making it hard... I am being chased by my uncle's girlfriend's daughter... she is like... "is okay... don't think too much about stuff.. we can just hang out..." I was like... okay... "first of all... you are like 17... 2nd you are going to be a part of my family some time soon 'I think' not though me that is for sure... and 3rd you are just... hum.. shouldn't be mean.." it is always like this... the girls that I want to be a little more then just a friend dosen't want to be anything more... but the ones that I don't really care about being anything more... wants more... I hate it... wow.. this is getting long... but I just have one more thing to write...
well you all know that my step father was really sick for about 6 month or so... I just got the news this morning that he passed away... what's up? why is all the crazy stuff happening to me at the same time? huh? life is not easy... especially in now... in China that i have no one to really talk to... is not like back in High School.. I could talk to ... nevermind... or like in the academy, I could talk to Joseph, Tim, Jazz or Mercy ask them for help.. I don't really have to be strong around those people... but now here I have to act strong... just for my mother... she is really upset about it too. I just really wish that I was with my friends or somebody.. you know? I guess there is no use for anymore of my bull... it won't help... I guess I will end it here...
Oh the only reason that wrote all this is because I left my journal at home so I can't take journals here... I will just use this sometimes for my journal... for the next coupe of weeks... anyways... the mean reason that I wrote this is because I just wants ya'll to know that I am in China... and if you want to get in contact with me just shoot me an email at my hotmail account... anyways....
Jer
well you all know that my step father was really sick for about 6 month or so... I just got the news this morning that he passed away... what's up? why is all the crazy stuff happening to me at the same time? huh? life is not easy... especially in now... in China that i have no one to really talk to... is not like back in High School.. I could talk to ... nevermind... or like in the academy, I could talk to Joseph, Tim, Jazz or Mercy ask them for help.. I don't really have to be strong around those people... but now here I have to act strong... just for my mother... she is really upset about it too. I just really wish that I was with my friends or somebody.. you know? I guess there is no use for anymore of my bull... it won't help... I guess I will end it here...
Oh the only reason that wrote all this is because I left my journal at home so I can't take journals here... I will just use this sometimes for my journal... for the next coupe of weeks... anyways... the mean reason that I wrote this is because I just wants ya'll to know that I am in China... and if you want to get in contact with me just shoot me an email at my hotmail account... anyways....
Jer