another day... not another dollar...
okay... so recent events... let's go...
i've been feeling a little bit better...
i'm not trippin too much lately off other people's actions...
hung out with some new people...
discovered how actually fragile i am to alcohol...
i still don't do much... not too much of a reason to "get ready for the day"...
i realize.. i'm not witty, and not really funny, my sarcasm is too dry to be funny... yet not quite caustic enough...
10 lbs. gained in the last 2 months...
my remedy: so far i've successfully not eaten for a consecutive 30 hours.... thats the longest during THIS consumption-control period.. i have to have a LITTLE food here and there... i mean hunger can only be repressed for so long... and i suppose i can follow the logic that it will keep my metabolism from stagnation... and P.S. to everyone who wants to start their rant about how not eating will make you gain weight... SAVE IT. i've heard it a million times and you're wrong anyway.
aside from that...
i actually had a dentist appointment today that wasn't so horrible.. these ultrasonic tools they have are a deluxe delight.... plus there was a round fishtank! and no cavities...
so people to tell me to focus on the positive...
i'm a vegetarian and i love it more than almost any decision i've ever made for myself. it makes me HAPPY.
there's the positivity.... but i still have zero motivation.
thats that. holla back friendz.. i love you.
i've been feeling a little bit better...
i'm not trippin too much lately off other people's actions...
hung out with some new people...
discovered how actually fragile i am to alcohol...
i still don't do much... not too much of a reason to "get ready for the day"...
i realize.. i'm not witty, and not really funny, my sarcasm is too dry to be funny... yet not quite caustic enough...
10 lbs. gained in the last 2 months...
my remedy: so far i've successfully not eaten for a consecutive 30 hours.... thats the longest during THIS consumption-control period.. i have to have a LITTLE food here and there... i mean hunger can only be repressed for so long... and i suppose i can follow the logic that it will keep my metabolism from stagnation... and P.S. to everyone who wants to start their rant about how not eating will make you gain weight... SAVE IT. i've heard it a million times and you're wrong anyway.
aside from that...
i actually had a dentist appointment today that wasn't so horrible.. these ultrasonic tools they have are a deluxe delight.... plus there was a round fishtank! and no cavities...
so people to tell me to focus on the positive...
i'm a vegetarian and i love it more than almost any decision i've ever made for myself. it makes me HAPPY.
there's the positivity.... but i still have zero motivation.
thats that. holla back friendz.. i love you.