Mar 06, 2004 10:51
I'm done thinking that everyone's always going to be there for me. That I'm always going to have somebody to fall back on. I'm not. I know I'm not. I hate it but it's reality. I got ditched so many times last night. I'm done depending.
He came over here after school yesterday. It felt almost, almost like we were together again. I had forgotten how good it felt to have him resting next to me and him not pull away when i stroke his hair.
I still can't shake this.