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ive done nothing all day. 4 cigarettes later mrs. foster came back with the car from getting fixed. it looks good. i hope brian doesnt hit me again! i should just put rubber all over my car so i dont get in anymore accidents. poor jetta.
hello moto.
just got off the phone with blaine. hes on his way to work. i told him i was gonna let him open all his presents tonight and he was happy.
hes been hanging out with erins friend meghan. i guess i dont care cause he told me hes not interested in her and that they are just friends and i trust him but...thats what he told me about shannon too. hes just so nice to people that they might mistake his kindness as something more. i donno. i guess i wont make a big deal out of something thats not. he still tells me he loves me and thats all that matters. and meghan seems like a nice girl and im sure she wouldnt try to get with blaine...so ill give her the benefit of the doubt and just live with it. im sure shes heard through the grapevine that im a bitch and i take things seriously when it comes to blaine and i. im just wasting my time right now.
so nicks cool...
http://www.bluedistortion.com
go there. click on explode. register for his forum cause hes my brother and hes uber-cool.
nice.
i cant believe tomorrow is christmas eve. i wanted to post pictures of last year when everyone was here on the 23. i think it was me blaine lily jon steph maddie chelsea brian jacob?...and i dont remember. it was fun though. and jon blaine chelsea and i went to go get pizza and jon and blaine where screaming against me! the top was down and chelsea and i just laughed.
so fun.
i think for new years ill have people over again. last year just blaine brian maddie and albina spent the night but this year i want everyone to stay. it will be fun. watch.
gonna go wrap some more presents. peace.
*i wish i could explain myself but words escape me*
hello moto.
just got off the phone with blaine. hes on his way to work. i told him i was gonna let him open all his presents tonight and he was happy.
hes been hanging out with erins friend meghan. i guess i dont care cause he told me hes not interested in her and that they are just friends and i trust him but...thats what he told me about shannon too. hes just so nice to people that they might mistake his kindness as something more. i donno. i guess i wont make a big deal out of something thats not. he still tells me he loves me and thats all that matters. and meghan seems like a nice girl and im sure she wouldnt try to get with blaine...so ill give her the benefit of the doubt and just live with it. im sure shes heard through the grapevine that im a bitch and i take things seriously when it comes to blaine and i. im just wasting my time right now.
so nicks cool...
http://www.bluedistortion.com
go there. click on explode. register for his forum cause hes my brother and hes uber-cool.
nice.
i cant believe tomorrow is christmas eve. i wanted to post pictures of last year when everyone was here on the 23. i think it was me blaine lily jon steph maddie chelsea brian jacob?...and i dont remember. it was fun though. and jon blaine chelsea and i went to go get pizza and jon and blaine where screaming against me! the top was down and chelsea and i just laughed.
so fun.
i think for new years ill have people over again. last year just blaine brian maddie and albina spent the night but this year i want everyone to stay. it will be fun. watch.
gonna go wrap some more presents. peace.
*i wish i could explain myself but words escape me*